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Maybe I won’t get the decision.
“You’re okay.” I hear a soft but gruff voice in my ear, “I got you.”
I don’t know who picked me up, but I feel the slight sway of my body as he walks. My body is protesting, just wanting to lay on the ground and just die. I don’t want to stop dreaming. I just want to stay here and not worry about anything else. I’m sure anyone could understand why I would do that. But when I open my eyes just a smidge, I see him.
He’s handsome. His short, curly brown hair is a mess on the top of his head, curling around his ears and the nape of his neck. He is looking straight ahead, those dark brown eyes so focused and I notice that his jaw is clenched in anger or frustration. I’m not sure what it is, but I let my gaze travel along everything that I see, really liking what I’m seeing. I’ve never seen a man so handsome before.
He’s definitely my type.
“Did I die?” I ask him hoarsely, his eyes snapping down to meet mine.
His jaw ticks a little bit as he looks away, “I guess not if you’re talking. We’re almost to my cabin so don’t bleed out and die on me. I don’t need another death on my hands.”
Another death, I note, wondering if I have gotten myself into trouble. Taking in his woodsy pheromones, I can quickly tell that he is a bear-shifter, as well as a Rogue. It’s a little shocking but the scars on his body tell me that he is a warrior. I hope he’s not one of the bad ones because I don’t really want to die…
Maybe he will let me go…
“Thank you.” I whisper softly.
And I pass back out, feeling safe in his embrace.
ChapterThree
Beorn
This beautiful woman has been in my home for about a week now as she heals, and I have been tending to her the best that I could. She has been having a dangerous fever, one that makes me a bit nervous because I don’t want to see her get sick because she would die out here. It’s a good thing I did have some good medicinal supplies that I had taken from the clan to help with her fever and such. I was worried about her wounds getting infected as well because that would be really bad.
I even let her lay in my bed and furs that I had created from the fur of animals that I had killed. None were shifters thankfully because that would have definitely made her scared. I had stripped off her dirty clothing, not wanting it to get in the way when I cleaned her with a wash rag. I was a respectable man when I cleaned her private areas, going only long enough to clean her up. It was a bit hard to get her to the bathroom, but I won’t tell her that. I don’t want her to be embarrassed by something that she has no control over. I mainly worried about her losing her cool when I have kept her naked, but I would deal with that when we get there.
First, she needs to wake up and stay away.
She has been waking up a few times a day, but it’s only to grab me and draw me close. It’s like she is trying to keep me close, burying her nose into my chest or neck before she would fall back asleep soundly. I’m not sure if it is because of my pheromones that she is taking comfort in, but it makes me a bit nervous. I have this strange urge inside of me that is pulling me to her, wanting her for myself. I have had to jerk off so many times than I can embarrassingly admit, trying to calm myself down. I worry that my Bear will take control and have her, because he has told me that he wants her.
It makes me a bit sick to my stomach that I have become such a horndog for a woman that I have just met. It made me feel like I was betraying my mate who I had lost, and I ended up puking outside. I didn’t know how to handle this. I just know when she is better, I want her out of my home. I don’t want to deal with her. I don’t want to lose my mate in my heart, and no one is going to be able to replace her. Not even this she-bear that is making me feel everything.
“Beorn, get a hold of yourself.” I scold myself as she is clinging to me again, her eyes opening blearily as she sighs in contentment, “She’s just sick. She doesn’t know what she’s doing. Control yourself.”
“Mate…” She grumbles, making me freeze.
My head snaps down as I look down at her, raising an eyebrow, “Oh no. I’m not your mate. Don’t even think about it.”
I stiffen almost automatically when I feel her lips nibbling on my neck. Even though it pisses me off, I’m painfully hard against her belly, wanting to rut inside of her but I can’t do that. I have to keep the control because if I don’t, it will take over and then I will scare her off. I don’t want to scare her because I’m not that kind of person. I just want to make sure that she’s safe before I take her into town. I have my truck that likes to run half of the time so if she has open wounds, it wouldn’t be a good idea for us to get stranded. That would just end up getting her killed in the process.
She peers up at me with those brilliant green eyes, pouting, “Why? You don’t want me? I’ve never felt like this before. You’re perfect…”
She’s sniffing me again, making me aware of how close we are to each other. I don’t want to hurt her of course but I can’t have her biting on me because I do fear that I would lose control. I try to push her away, to put some distance between us, but she clings to me like a second skin. I can feel her hot pussy rubbing against me through my pants, making me want them to disappear so I can plunge into her tight pussy. Only then do I think I will be happy.
“You don’t know what you’re doing.” I tell her, keeping her at a safe distance even though my cock wants to just plow her, but I won’t think with that head, “you’re running a fever and you’re seeking me because it would help you release. I don’t want that to happen to you.”
She rocks her hips against me, whining, “Please, do something! This fire hurts! I can’t stand it.”
I see the tears in her eyes when she looks at me, making my stomach fall because I hate the sight of a woman’s tears. It does something to me, something that I would rather not admit. I curse under my breath, wondering if she knew this was how to win me over, but I’m not going to think about it for much longer. I just have to give her what she wants and then she will leave me alone.
Hopefully.
Before she can react, I pin her down onto the fur, watching her eyes widen and glaze over with lust. As she is reaching out to touch me, I grab her wrists and lock on, pinning them up and over her head. Her chest is rising and falling hard, making me painfully aware of what’s going on right now. I don’t have much experience in this because the only person I have been with was my mate, but by the way, this woman is looking at me, I don’t think that she cares what I do so long as I do what she wants. I exhale slowly, feeling a bit embarrassed about the whole situation because I could epically fail here, but I need to calm her down somehow.
I ran my free hand up her thighs, delving into her wet slit. I bite back my own groan as I feel her tight, wet hole, sinking my finger inside of her. I hear her soft gasp, making me peek up at her to see her head thrown back in delight. I hadn’t even done anything yet and she’s making it seem like this is the best she’s ever had. She’s whimpering softly, lifting her hips and accepting my touch. My heart is pounding in my chest, kind of desperate to have her against me. I kind of want to free my cock and just slide inside of her.
