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She shivered but gave in, so I moved my hands to her hips, my fingers brushing where Hayden’s were for a moment. I didn’t expect her to ride me—with as much going on as there was right now, even an experienced person would have trouble with that. With her in this position, it gave me the chance to control the depth and speed, to pull her down and thrust my hips up at the same time.
So I did just that, tugging her down as I lifted my hips to fill her entirely. My cock delved as deep as possible into her, filling her, and she tightened so much around me I wondered if she’d come again.
By this point, I’d expect that those would mix together, one after another, impossible to tell when one ended and the next started. Her body was nothing but a mess of sensation and hormones and pleasure—and damn it, I liked her like that.
Hayden shifted back, stretching out on the bed, and despite him lowering himself enough that I couldn’t see him anymore, I sure figured out what he was up to when I felt a mouth and tongue against Kenz—and given the small amount of space, they also brushed my cock.
I groaned at the sensation, but it only spurred me on to position Kenz slightly up, giving me room to thrust up and into her. She didn’t have to move—in fact, I held her tightly so she couldn’t, pinning her against my chest. I rolled my hips, fucking into her deeply, taking her the way I’d craved for so long.
I had to be careful always, restrained. I knew what my skills could do, what I was capable of, that I had a part of me that took life without concern or regret, which meant I always held myself tightly. Now, however, I released that hold.
I let myself take her exactly as I wanted to, my lips moving as I whispered to her, having no idea what I was saying until the words left me. “I love you,” I admitted softly. “You are the only good thing I have in my life.” I hadn’t talked this much in…
I wasn’t sure I ever had. Each word taxed my vocal chords and my voice had started to crack, my throat burning. Still, I didn’t regret a single one of them. They were important, and I wanted her to hear them from my lips.
Not from a screen, not written on a board. I needed her to hear them in my voice—broken as it was—because they were the only words I’d ever spoken thatmattered.
“I need you.” This time, my voice completely gave way, the last word scratching out and almost impossible to hear.
Kenz pulled again, and this time, Vance released her. She slid her lips off his cock, then twisted enough to see me. Even still, it wasn’t the most comfortable position, but her sweet gaze sought mine. “Don’t hurt yourself,” she whispered, her breathless voice coming out similar to mine, the words interrupted slightly by each time I thrust into her.
Her gaze dropped to my lips, and I knew exactly what she wanted.
Anything she wants, I want to give her.
I caught her chin with one hand, then leaned enough to give her the kiss she craved. I used it to tell her the things I struggled with any other time, the words that my throat wouldn’t let me get out. A saltiness lingered on her tongue, a leftover from Vance’s cock, no doubt, and I hungrily captured each taste I found. Something that may have seemed impossible before, something I didn’t think I could possibly enjoy, now had me thrusting up and into her wildly.
I licked into her heated mouth as I plunged my cock into her, the familiar tightening in my lower back telling me I neared my end. I moved one of my hands to her lower stomach, keeping her pinned against me, as I took her hard and deep.
I came in a hard rush, my frantic kiss turning slower and sweeter as the energy seeped away from me. Hell, if we had been alone, I was pretty sure I would have happily wrapped my arms around her and drifted off right there on the spot.
I offered one last lick to the inside of her mouth before pulling back and looking at her flushed, lust-drunk face.
She was a light, something bright and sweet and kind. They were things I’d never had in my life, and now that I’d experienced them, I knew I’d never be able to let them go.
A life without her warmth would never be enough again.
Chapter Eleven
Vance
My cock was wet from Kenz’s saliva and the cool air of the room chilled it. I’d manage not to come, to hold off despite how wonderfully Kenz had sucked on me, how she’d toyed with the head of my cock with her tongue, how amazing she’d looked getting fucked by Tor at the same that Hayden had licked her.
Basically? It had tested all my resolve not to spill right into her hot, eager mouth. I’d even nearly convinced myself that I could make it work, that I could get it up again for another round if I needed to. I had the same self-talk every addict did when they wanted to try to convince themselves of something they knew wasn’t true.
So I’d managed to hold off, to resist, and I had no idea how much longer I could do that.
I glanced toward Char, and he only nodded at Kenz.Good.I didn’t think I could hold back if I had to wait for him, too.
I caught Kenz behind the neck with my good hand and pulled her forward, toward me, taking her mouth in a deep kiss. It moved her out of Tor’s lap, and when she might have tumbled, I caught her easily. I tugged her against me, feeling how weak she seemed, how none of her muscles appeared willing to work, which was fine with me. I had no issue doing all the work in this.
I broke the kiss, then twisted her around. I placed her knees near the side of the bed and pushed between her shoulders until her chest pressed against the mattress. It arched her back and left her open to me where I stood behind her.
She whimpered when I ran my fingers up through her folds. Even still, she didn’t jerk away, didn’t try to escape.
Good girl.
“You look tired,” I told her. “But you’re only halfway through.”
