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“That’s because you’re over there having the greatest sex of life.All the time.Every time.And I’m over here begging to be fucked right.I’m not sure if it’s me or them but finding a guy who knows how to give an orgasm is harder than passing the bar exam.”
Olivia rarely uses terms like “begging to be fucked right.”To say I’m into it is a massive understatement.
“It’s not you.”There’s no way it’s her.Olivia is one of the most sensual women I know.She’s in touch with all her senses and I have no doubt she’d bring them all into the bedroom in the most erotic way.
She gives me soft eyes while tightening her grip on my neck.“You say that because you have rose-colored glasses for me.You think I’m perfect at everything.It might be me.”Her brows tuck together.“Although, in fairness to me, my analysis of the situation is that the responsibility lays with all parties involved, so if the guy can’t help me out, that’s not on me.”She looks at me questioningly.“Right?”
“Fuck, you’re cute.”The words slip from my lips before I can stop them.She is, though, and I have an overwhelming urge to tell her in so many ways just how cute, and beautiful, and smart, and right she is.Somehow, I manage to keep all those thoughts to myself, but it’s the hardest thing I’ve had to do in a long time.
Olivia’s eyes grow wide and she stares at me in silence for what feels like minutes but really is only a moment.Then, she blinks like she misunderstood and carries on.“I’m right, aren’t I?”
“Of course, you’re right.Where’s this doubt coming from?”
“You should try having sex with a guy and see how your confidence handles it.”
“I’ll pass, so how about you fill me in on what you mean.”
She inhales a long breath before releasing it.“I only had two orgasms with Jensen and that was because I helped him out.When I tried to help him learn what I needed, he had the audacity to tell me he knew what he was doing and that if it didn’t work for me, that was my fault.With Todd, I came once and he never cared enough to notice when I didn’t.With Martin, I never orgasmed and he told me it was too much work to even try to get me there most of the time.Rationally, I know they were just lazy, because I have no trouble orgasming when I do it myself, but lots of bad sex all adds up to a girl not feeling good about herself.Well, for me anyway.Rational thoughts don’t always come into it when sex is involved.”She stops talking before adding, “I just want a man to care enough to spend time on my needs like I do for him.And I don’t think it’s a bad thing to have to learn together, but guys seem to get all hung up on it when I try to initiate that kind of discovery.”
Fuck.Me.
I would be all in on that kind of discovery.Hell, I’d let her be my teacher anytime she wanted.
“And here I was thinking we shared everything.”I slide a stray hair from her face and tuck it behind her ear.“I seem to recall you saying just last night that you don’t cope well when we’re not talking about everything.What gives, Ace?Why have you never told me all this?”
“You’re so sure of yourself when it comes to sex.I don’t have that confidence and I’d rather not analyze all of it with anyone.”
“We don’t have to analyze it.I can just listen while you unload.If youhadtold me all this before, I would have made sure you knew there are guys out there who would be happy to learn together.”
“Are there, though?Because I’ve dated a lot of guys and haven’t gotten the vibe from them that they’re that kind of man.”
Oliviahasdated a lot of guys.She’s only given her heart away three times, but there’s been a lot of dates that went nowhere.I know because I’ve sat through the analysis after each of them with her.She might not have wanted me in on the sex analysis, but she’s brought ice-cream to my condo a lot for the date debriefs.
“I promise you there are.”
“Well, I’m still taking a time-out.I need to lick my wounds after Jensen and gather myself before trying again.And as for sex, I’m sticking with Ricardo.He never lets me down.”
“Ricardo?”
“He’s my Spanish lover.”At my confused expression, she elaborates, “I like to fantasize about making love under the sun in Spain with a hot Spanish guy who spends hours eating me and fucking me until I beg him to stop.”She grins.“I named my vibrator Ricardo.”
I don’t think I’ll ever eat pussy again without thinking about Olivia.Or handle a vibrator without thinking about Ricardo.
One wedding in and my ruin is imminent.
“Liv!”Sasha bumps hips with Olivia as she drunkenly yells her name over the music.“It’s time!”
Olivia’s eyes light up.“I forgot!Yes, let’s do this!”
“Do what?”I ask, immediately concerned as to what these two are planning.
Rhodes lets go of his fiancée with a look of defeat and as Sasha and Olivia grab each other’s hands and start weaving their way through the crowd on the dancefloor, he leans in and says, “They’re doing shots.”
“Jesus, is Sasha as drunk as Olivia?”
His brows lift as he nods.“Yep.Neither of them needs a Three Wise Men.I tried to talk Sash out of it but you know what they’re like once they’ve got some booze in them.”
I do know.They forget just how much they’ve already consumed.“Looks like you were right about them passing out early.”
