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Callan slams inside me.He fucks me all the way through my orgasm and into the next.It doesn’t take him long to come.He thrusts one last time and makes the kind of indecent noise that will forever live inside me.It’s the kind of sound that tells me how good this is for him.
He drops his head into the crook of my neck and stays inside me after he orgasms.We’re both breathing hard when he pulls out and moves off the bed to dispose of the condom.
I catch my breath while he’s gone and gather myself and all my senses.When he comes back to the bed, he brings me close, pulling my arm across his chest while I rest my head on his shoulder and hook my leg over his.
We’re silent for a long moment that goes on for long enough for me to commence scrambling my way through a million thoughts.
I just had sex with my best friend.
Holy.Shit.
What the hell are we doing?
Holy fuck, holy fuck, holyfuck.
“Stop overthinking this, Ace.”Callan tips my chin up to bring my eyes to his.“Talk to me.”It’s the gentleness in his tone that reaches me.And the care in his eyes.
I take a deep breath.“That was good.”
His brows lift.“If good is your assessment, I’ve got work to do.”
I smile as I feel the tension in my body ease.“Okay, let me clarify.You were up there with Ricardo.”
Callan moves faster than I see coming and the next thing I know, he’s got me on my back and is looking down at me with his hand curved around my neck.After kissing me, he says, “My goal in life from here on out is to make it so you forget all about Ricardo.And we’re getting started on that in about half an hour.”
I stare up at him.He’s saying things that make me think this could turn into something for us, but I don’t want to get ahead of myself.And while I really want to be the kind of girl who can just go with the flow, that’s never been me and probably won’t ever be me.I need to know where I stand.And I need that with Callan more than I’ve needed it with any man because there’s so much more at stake here.
“What are we doing, Callan?”
I half expect him to throw out a flippant reply along the lines of “we’re having sex, Ace,” but he doesn’t.He shows me why he’s the man I’ve wanted for so long when he handles my question with the care I need him to.
“We’re exploring our feelings, which I hope you’ll continue to do with me.”
I pull his face down to mine and answer him with a kiss that leaves me breathless.
When we come up for air, he says, “I’ll take that as a yes.”
“You should.”
He watches me for a moment like he’s settling his own thoughts.Then, he says, “I want to tell you I’m sorry that we didn’t stick around to see if we won the competition, but I’m not sorry at all.”
I wiggle my way closer to him, not that that’s even possible since we’re already skin to skin.But now, we’re really smooshed together and his expression lets me know he’s on board with all of this.“I’m pretty sure we won.I mean, I’m already over here figuring out how to get you your own band and begin promoting you.”
“I like the idea of being a rockstar.I could get away with a lot of filthy shit like this.”He gropes my breast and buries his face in my cleavage.
“You could get away with a lot of filthy shit like that even if you weren’t a rockstar.”
He kisses his way up to my mouth.“Good, because I intend on it.”
My core clenches and I wonder if I’ll ever be able to think straight again.
“Now,” he says, “do you need food or a drink or anything before I get started on learning all the ways I can make you scream?”
I tell him I want a drink.Mostly because I want to watch his ass while he walks out of the bedroom to source said drink.But also, because I need a minute to calm my heart down.
I just slept with the guy I’ve been crushing on for more than a decade.
He just told me he wants us to explore our feelings.
