Page 50 of Mafia Angel


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“Yes. You’ve seen me. We’ve never…”

“No,piccolina. I wouldn’t have stopped with only once. But I remember you now.”

I want to curl into a ball and roll into a hole. I don’t know why I’m ashamed when he’s a member too. But it’s intensely personal for someone to know I’ve seen them have sex, and they know I have kinky sex with other people. It feels even more personal than having his face in my cunt.

“Sinead?”

“Yeah.”

“You are so stiff you could snap in half. You were completely relaxed a moment ago. Will you let me kiss you again?”

He’s asking permission. Was earlier some halfway scene, and now this is something different?

“I can practically hear the gears grinding in your head. This is all real. I’m not your Dom. What just happened was not a Dom with his sub, even if I had the advantage of knowing you’re into that. Are you a Dom?”

“Sometimes.”

“Power exchange?”

“Yes. But that isnotsomething I think you’d ever be into.”

Why the fuck did I just say that? That assumes there would ever be a time where we truly roleplay. Yesterday tapped into a fantasy, but it wasn’t roleplaying in the least.

“No, that isn’t something I’d be into. Is it a must for you?”

“I— I—”

I can’t say it. He presses me away enough that he can turn my head toward him. His lips brush mine, and it's such a soft kiss that I melt. What the hell is happening here? This is, hands down, the absolutely most bizarre twenty-four hours of my life. I return his kiss because I never want to let him go. I don’t want to step back into reality. His hands slide up the outside of my thighs until they grip my ass. God, all I want is to take him out of his pants and sit on his dick. Yes, I desperately want to fuck. But I also just want to feel him inside me.

“Do you wish to submit to me? Is that what you were going to say?”

“Yes.”

“Have you had a Dom in the past?”

“Yes.”

“Do you have one now?”

He doesn’t sound like he likes the idea that I might. His question is demanding, and I don’t answer right away. His hand cracks down on my ass, and I clench.

“Answer me, Sinead.”

I still refuse, praying he spanks me again. He doesn’t disappoint. He lays two more across my ass. This is definitely different from last night in the car.

“I’m going to spank you because you want it, but you are also going to answer me. Are you with someone?”

“No. There are two guys, but I’m not in a D/s arrangement with anyone. You said you don’t have an arrangement with anyone right now, but is there someone you meet or go with?”

“Yes. There is a woman who’s a swinger. We have no relationship outside the club. We meet every other Thursday. If I don’t show, I don’t show. She and her husband do something else.”

“Are you…”

“If he’s fucking her, she’s sucking me off. Is that what you want to know?”

“Yes.”

“We aren’t saying it, but we’re both establishing what we want together. I will not share you, Sinead. Not at a club, and not outside of it. If we have sex again, I’m the only man— only person —you’re with. Whatever we have going on with other people ends. It’s all or nothing for both of us.”

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