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“You know this is just a conversation. I am going to ask you properly.”
“That would be wonderful, but I don’t need it. I want to head back into the city, call my parents while you call yours, then call my siblings, Laura, and Lanie. I want to be in City Hall or a church as soon as they open in the morning. I want to be your wife by midmorning. If I’m pregnant before the end of the month, all the better. But I can wait for nature to make that happen.”
“Do you have a bedroom here?”
Her brow furrows, but she points down a hallway. I pull back to kneel, bringing her with me. She wraps herself around me as I stand.
“Good. I’m not making love to you in your grandparents’ bed. But I am going to find a spot for us where we aren’t so cramped.”
“Are you going to punish me?”
“I am. But not right now. I want to keep making love to my soon-to-officially-be fiancée.”
She shakes her head.
“I want the punishment now.”
“We—”
“No. Please, Daddy. I know I scared you. I know I defied the order you gave Marco to give to me. I argued with him about it. I ran from your brother, and even if I stand by that decision as the right one, I know you don’t see it that way.”
“Do you need the absolution? You know we’re truly all right, don’t you? We aren’t just talking hypotheticals.”
“I know. But it’s going to weigh on both of us until it’s done.”
“What do you think is the appropriate punishment?”
She looks at the belt where it lies on the floor.
“Chellie, no. You are not used to the pain that will come with that. We haven’t gotten into any real kink. That’s a big jump to make from my palm to a belt.”
“Enzo, I know you won’t harm me. I want this.”
“I don’t like—”
“The moment I saw you stripping it off, I wanted to feel it across my ass. I thought that’s what you were going to do. I doubt I’m going to like it, but thinking you were going to spank me with it actually brought my mind peace.”
“You need to know I care enough to punish you that hard. That I care enough to make sure you learn your lesson.”
“Yes.”
“You need me to let go of my fear and frustration, and you know punishing you will reassure me you understand the rules. You know it gives me back the control I didn’t have from the moment Luca called me until the moment I was inside you.”
“Daddy, I want you to be in control. I want to submit to you. I’m sorry I scared you and your brothers. I’m not sorry I came here. I told you. I stand by that decision. But I don’t enjoy knowing I caused you a moment’s worry, and I knew I would even as I drove here.”
“I won’t fuck you or make love to you afterward.”
“I know. This isn’t about pleasure. This is for real. There are no rewards for accepting what I did was wrong. Will you let me suck you off instead?”
“No. You might submit to this, but you are not my sub. Your forgiveness isn’t contingent upon anything. Once the spanking is over, so is the transgression. You never service me, Chellie. We might fuck, and we might make love. But you don’t have to do anything to me or for me to earn my love or my praise.”
She gazes into my eyes for a long time, and I can’t tell what she’s thinking.
“You’re a possessive and protective man, but you don’t smother me or intimidate me. Other people would say you talk to me as though I’m a possession. I’ve never once felt that way. I feel precious to you. I feel loved. You make me feel like there is nothing more important to you than me — than us. I’m entering a world most people believe is morally devoid. I see it as the exact opposite. I think you’re a man who holds himself to a high moral standard. Because of that, you will stop at nothing to protect me and love me. So, no, you don’t objectify me. You make me feel alive.”
“Come, little one. I’m going to punish you, but I’m going to break my own rule. I’m sticking with what I said earlier. I’m making love to you until you can’t keep your eyes open.”
I grab the belt, then carry her into the bedroom she points to. As I lower her to her feet, I’m having doubts I can go through with this. Not only have we not built up her experience and tolerance, but I haven’t learned enough about what she can handle. I don’t want to ruin what we could have by jumping ahead about a hundred steps.
