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I feel safe with Amiri and Koko lying beside me, Noly sitting between my legs, and Ryan standing at his back.
"It-it won't hurt?"
I watch all their gazes soften, their touches more insistent than before. "No, it won't hurt. What do you think your triggers might be?"
I shove down the burn of tears and the ball of stress, trying to ruin this moment. "Um, no pain, please." Their nods of encouragement and understanding give me the strength to continue, "Maybe not from behind, either. For now, at least. I don't want to be pinned down...maybe in the future it-it can be something to work up to, just not now."
They all exchange glances and wordless communication. "Do you trust us, Angel?" My response is honest, "I trust you all."
"We have an idea, baby girl." At Ry's words, the two men on either side of me dip their mouths and wrap my pulse in their warmth, flicking their tongues across the beat. "How do you feel about a demonstration?"
Realizing my eyes rolled into the back of my head, I open them and moan out my confusion at what he means.
"Nolan and I can show you how painless sex can be without you needing to test it out first. What do you think?" Before he's even finished asking me, Nolan tips his head to the side and arches his back into the man, running his tongue up his neck. Twin shudders roll through Noly and me. "We can stay right here while I show you how good I can make our man feel until you decide you want more."
Without waiting for my response, Nolan's shirt is removed in a flash, and a firm hand dips beneath his sweatpants. My best friend grips my thighs tighter in his palms as a breath gets lodged in his throat.
"Lift," Miri's throaty purr tickles my ear. I lift my arms and allow them to remove my tank top, leaving me in a thin sports bra. "Can I take this too, Angel?" His eyes are like dark pools of desire. I keep my arms raised in answer.
I suck in a gasp when the cool air greets the stiff peaks of my nipples. "Mmmm, so sexy," Korren groans, and in the next moment, the frigid air is replaced with his hot mouth around my nipple. I cry out and arch into his touch, "Oh shit." Amiri trails his tongue down my chest in enticing swirls.
"Eve. Words." Even with his hands down Nolan's pants, Ryan checks in with me to make sure I'm okay.
"Yes," I hiss when a tongue swoops into my belly button. "More."
"Good girl."
Holy fuck. Those words make me want to please him even more. The praise has me feeling all warm and tingly.
I shift, trying to relieve the ache in my center and get away from the wetness of my panties. More. I need more.
"Clothes. Off. Now." My lust-addled mind can't come up with proper sentences. I just need them. I swear, in less than five seconds, we are all naked, and the guys are back in their positions. Who took off the rest of my clothes? I don't know.
I allow my eyes to trail over each ripple and dip of mouth-watering muscle until my eyes latch onto a burst of red on Koko's bicep. I choke. "Koko," I breathe, completely at a loss of what to say.
A large Phoenix spans his bulging bicep with a line of words that make my heart thunder in my soul.
"Surprise, little warrior. Thank you for living. I love you."
Before my overwhelming emotions get the best of me, a finger swipes through my folds. "Fuck baby, is this for us?" I nod frantically at Nolan's question. I watch in fascination and confusion until a love bite on my breast makes me moan and snaps me out of the darker thoughts rising to the surface.
A choked gasp that isn't mine has my eyes shooting back to the two between my legs; Nolan's head is thrown back, but I can't see what's happening. Even though I'm seeing his cock for the first time, I can't think past the panic that's stealing my breath away.
"No stop!" I scramble to my knees and grab Noly's shoulders, forcing him to look at me, but what I see isn't pain or fear...no…I see love and lust.
Ryan stops moving behind him, but I still don't know what's going on. Instead, I try to drag Nolan away from whatever is going on.
"Shh, Eve, look at me. It feels so good. He's not hurting me, I swear. He's making me feel really good."
My eyes ping pong between his, in time with my thundering heartbeat. I just don't know and-
"New plan." His eyes roll back a bit when Ryan steps away. A gentle caress on my bare back has me searching behind me to find Amiri watching me with understanding.
I don't fight when he pulls me away from Nolan and into his broad chest. "He's more than okay." My lip wobbles until he chases away my lingering fear with a kiss that fuels the flames once again. When Mir pulls away, I try to follow. Instead, I'm rewarded with a soft chuckle and a nudge. "Watch, sexy girl. See how it doesn't hurt."
Gripping my chin, he forces my gaze to lock on Ryan lying against the pillows and Nolan straddling him of his own free will. I didn't see how they got into the position that they are, but Ry's hands are tucked behind his head while our boyfriend moves up and down along his length by himself. Nolan groans long and low with his head hanging back on his shoulders like before, but this time...I can see he's enjoying himself.
They look so good together.
