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“This little collar makes me want to put a tail in your ass and walk you around the house on all fours.”
I gulp, forcing myself to believe it’s because he’s holding something tightly around my neck. Not because it’s turning me on like never before.
“How exciting would it be to know I keep his girl as my pet while he’s away working for Kay? You’d never tell him because you’d be too humiliated.” His eyes flutter closed, and the corner of his lips tips up. “Fuck, Jade.” My gaze drops to the hard-on growing in his jeans. It matches my wetness perfectly.
That shouldn’t be allowed. My body should know better.
When he drops into a squat, it forces me to go from being up on my knees to my ass resting on the soles of my feet. His dark eyes dig into mine and I want to cry at how much I miss him. The old him. There’s a hole in my heart where Ethan’s love used to be, and all the sex in the world with all the different men who exist will never fill it.
He releases the collar to cup my jaw softly. I’m on my knees, and he’s squatting. Our difference in height is still showing. I blink up at him.
“Ethan…” There are so many words at the tip of my tongue, that I don’t know which one to say.
Ethan, I would do anything for you. Don’t make me do something insane.
Don’t do this to me just because you can.
I still love you. Tell me you love me too.
“Shh.” His lips trace my jaw, and he kisses the bit of skin just before my ear. “We’ll take it slow, Mi Cielo.” Another kiss, soft as a cloud. His other hand leaves my jaw to grab the leather around my neck again. He moves it down and kisses his way to the same spot he bit last week.
And he bites again. He sucks and nibbles until blood rushes there. My head falls to the side, giving him better access. I cry out when his teeth practically draw blood. He puts the collar back in place and whispers, “Get on all fours.”
When I hesitate, he pulls at the leather around my neck. “Do it for me. Just this and I’ll leave you alone.”
Maybe I don’t want you to leave me alone.
He lets go, stands up, and takes a step back to give me enough space.
I don’t look at him when I flatten my hands on the floor. I look down at the broken plate Elliot left for me to clean.
I ignore that some shards bite into my skin, and my dry throat works over a lump as I swallow.
I hear his harsh exhale, trembling and desperate. I watch his boot disappear from my field of vision, and when he talks again, I can tell he’s somewhere else in the kitchen.
“Crawl to me, Mi Cielo.”
I shake my head, not even bothering to look up. I can’t look him in the eyes. I’ll crack. I’ll give in and do it.
“You said you’d leave me alone if—”
“Look at me.”
I can’t resist. I look up, first catching his hand holding his hard cock through his jeans, then his beautiful body, and finally his eyes. Two black orbs calling my name.
“Do you see what you do to me? Do it, Jade. For me.”
I hate myself when I take a step. I crawl forward, maybe four or five steps; I don’t know, I’m too lost in his gaze.
The humiliation is so intense I want to scream. I want to hurt him and cry and claw at his face.
But then how would I explain the intensity of what I feel inside? The wetness between my legs. The rumble of a moan in my chest.
I stop when my hands align with the tip of his boots.
“Enough,” I beg, looking right at his shoes. “Enough, please.”
Walking behind me, he lowers himself and pushes up my t-shirt. I don’t say anything when he traces my wet seam. I don’t push him away. All I do is tremble under his touch.
