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The feeling was overwhelming and then it wasn’t. Quickly, I loved it. I had never felt this before. Someone was inside of me. Stretching me open, my legs quivered. When he slowly removed his thumb and rested his chest on my back, I was ready to explode.
The first time I felt the head of his cock part my cheeks, it was a revelation. Someone was about to fuck me. But, it wasn’t just anyone. It was Titus. It was the only man I could trust. The one who had been there for me even when I didn’t deserve it. So when his large head found my hole and pushed onto my prepared opening, I reached back for him.
With my hand on his leg, he measured my pleasure and thrust harder. I could feel every inch of him enter me. It was too much yet not enough. I wanted him to keep going as much as I wanted him to stop. And when the pain gave way to a flood of desire, I sunk my fingertips into his thigh asking to be fucked more.
Titus relented. Placing his legs on either side of mine, he propped himself up using my back. In position, he pulled back his cock. It was only enough to get a running start. When he returned, his crotch slapped my ass.
“Oh!” I moaned.
“Yes?”
“Yes!” I pleaded.
He then withdrew and pounded me again. Faster and harder, he filled me. It was too much and just enough. It felt so good I thought I would cry. I loved everything about it. Titus was inside of me. The two of us were one.
“I’m cumming. I’m cumming,” I screamed not having touched myself.
Titus breathed harder. So did I. Sinking my nails into his thigh, I held it back as long as I could. I wanted to hear his groans as he did mine.
He was fucking me so hard I couldn’t hold off much longer. My yearning to release was painful. And just when I thought I couldn’t take it for another moment, when I thought my body would explode, Titus did. I followed.
“Ahhhh!” I bellowed.
My finger was in a light socket, then it wasn’t. Titus held still as his cock flinched. When he moved again, I got another zap. It didn’t stop until his large body collapsed on top of me.
“I love you,” he whispered into my ear.
I loved him too but I couldn’t say it. It wasn’t because I didn’t feel it. It was because I lost the ability to speak.
Never had I imagined that anything could feel so good. My emotions were all over the place. It was overwhelming. My world tumbled behind my closed eyelids. And when my love wrapped his arms around me and pulled me tight, sinking my body into his grasp was the only thing I could do to not melt into a puddle of goo.
When I could speak, I said, “I want to be with you. I never want to be away from you again.”
“How do we do it?” he asked me.
“I don’t know,” I responded before my thoughts crashed into the real world like the waterfall into the lake beside us.
Titus and I lay naked on the blanket for a while. We both knew the problem. We wanted to be together but I was engaged. More than that, my parents controlled my life. They wanted me with Sey and had threatened to stop paying for school if I didn’t do as they said.
I was a junior. I still had another year left. I could never afford to pay for East Tennessee University without their help. I couldn’t even afford my dorm room without my family’s money.
Yet, I knew who I loved and what I had to do. I was going to have to figure out a way. I couldn’t keep doing this to myself or Sey.
Sure, Sey wasn’t the greatest boyfriend in the world. He never texted me and we never did anything I wanted to do. But he wasn’t a bad person.
“I’m going to break up with Sey. We can’t do anything else until then,” I told Titus breaking the silence.
“What are you gonna tell your parents?”
I thought about that. I didn’t know. Maybe I could not tell them and they wouldn’t know. If I ended things positively with Sey, then there was no reason they had to find out.
I could just say that Sey was busy or something if they ever asked about him. But what were the chances of that? No one in my family ever thought about anyone but themselves. I don’t even think they remembered they had a second child when I wasn’t around.
“I’m not going to tell them anything.”
“You’re gonna pretend he never existed? Are you sure that’s gonna work? They seemed to like him a lot.”
“He’s the gay son they wished they had. But, that’s not saying much. My parents always regretted having kids. So I’ll just give them the space to forget I exist. And once my final year of school is paid for, I will walk away from them forever.”
