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The way she says fantasy and draws the word out has my cock twitching against my jeans. I would love to test out that fantasy with her. The way she describes it, I was ready to cum within seconds. Even now just knowing it’s a fantasy of hers makes me hard. The things I want to do to her run wild in my mind.
“Do you still think there is love out there for you?”
I had to change the subject. I was getting too horny looking at her while being in her home.
She sets her wine glass down, licking her lips.
“Gosh I hope so. I’m too young to never find love again.”
I shift in my seat and lean forward.
“I didn’t think another great love was out there for me.”
Her eyes focus on me as she waits for me to speak.
“I was married, but my wife killed herself four years ago.”
She gasps as my words sink into her. “Oh Caleb, I am so sorry.”
I shake my head.
“I have come to terms with the reasons why and I know now there wasn’t anything I could do about it. But what kills me is that you could love someone so much and one day they could leave you, voluntarily or involuntarily. Just gone. Leaving you there broken. I don’t think anyone truly thinks about the devastation they leave behind.”
She inches her way closer to me.
“I don’t think we are broken. I think we are healing. You have already taken the beginning steps, you are out there with women, having sex. I haven't even attempted that yet. I want it don’t get me wrong, but I am afraid that if I give myself to someone else even just a little, I will only get hurt.”
I set my drink down and lean back on the couch, my eyes never leaving hers.
“Do you mean your heart or sex?”
We are getting very personal right now and surprisingly I am not trying to run away from it.
“Mm both, I guess, but mainly my heart. Sex is sex but still there is a connection built, but when I love someone, I want them to love me so hard it would kill them to leave me.”
She lowers her head as if she is ashamed of what she said. I raise my knuckle under her chin and lift her face back up.
“He was stupid for ever leaving you.”
The left corner of her mouth lifts up, giving me a half smile.
“I’m not sure how he left someone as beautiful as you. I would have treasured every part of you.”
I think the wine is getting to me. I am saying things I shouldn’t, things that should stay in my mind. She just said she is scared to give her heart away, and I am in no position to take her heart, but I selfishly want it.
“Caleb.”
And the way she says my name stirs a growl inside of my chest. I hold out my hand to her, she doesn’t hesitate, she holds on to me as I pull her down the hall to her bedroom. I walk her outside and press a button to open up the hot tub. I don’t think she knew one was here, as her face lights up and her mouth hangs open in shock.
“Since when was that there?” She laughs as she watches the hot tub lift from the floor.
“A hidden gem I installed for Ali. She used it about two times. It self-cleans weekly, don’t worry.”
“You want to get in?” She quirks a brow.
I laugh as I pull off my shirt and drop my pants to the floor. I stand there in my boxers and watch her eyes drift down my abs.
“I didn’t open it up for nothing, Julia.”
