Page 57 of Silent Tears


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I quickly get out of bed and tiptoe to my door. With shaky hands, I put my hand on the doorknob and slowly open my door. I slowly peeked out the door into the hallway, and that was when I saw my Padre holding my Madre by the throat up against the wall. She is crying as he kisses down her neck. His pants fall to his ankles, and he grabs his dick. He releases her throat, picks up one of her legs, and pushes his dick into her. She screams and tries to push him off, but my Padre is a big man, and he isn’t moving unless he wants to.

“I fucking told you to shut your fucking mouth,” he growls against her neck.

My stomach twists into knots as my Padre continues to push in and out of my Madre. He doesn’t care who sees or hears.

“Please don’t do this,” she begs him.

“You are my wife. I will do whatever the fuck I want,” he snaps, making my heart stop.

“Just leave Christian out of it,” she pleads.

“No, now shut the fuck up,” he says through gritted teeth. My Padre screams as he punches my mom in the face. Her face is snapped in my direction, and when her eyes land on me, she stares at me with an empty look on her face as my Padre continues to rape her. Her body goes limp, allowing him to do whatever he wants to her.

He pulls out of her and grabs onto her arms, throwing her to the ground. He bends down, pulls his pants up, and starts to kick and punch her while screaming at her. His angry screams and her cries of pain fill the house, leaving me shaking in my doorway.

This is what men do to women?

This is how they get their women to submit and listen?

My Padre used my Madre in every way he could. He raped and beat her to get her in line. I will never fucking do that to Nicole. The thought of hurting her fucking kills me inside. I take a deep, shaky breath as Nicole lays her head against my chest. I tighten my arms around her and rest my chin on top of her head as the memory slowly fades away.

No one needs to understand what I feel for Nicole. They don’t matter to me. The only one that will ever matter to me is her. She seemed excited to leave the country and travel to a place she had never been. It will just be us, Ty and Lyric, and, of course, the pastor when we say our vows, but us is all we need. I want to make sure she is my wife before dealing with her father. If anything happens to me, I want to ensure that she is taken care of, and the only way to ensure that is if we are legally married, and she has my last name.

The car stops in front of my home. I have rented out my house over the years since it is pointless for it to sit here and not be used. Ty was able to get the people who were renting it out pretty quickly when I decided this was where I wanted to marry Nicole. San Gimignano is a beautiful place. I used to love this place when I was a kid, but then we left, and the times I have returned, it has been for business, not pleasure. Well, that is about to fucking change.

Ty has already set everything up. We will say our vows now; there is no reason to wait until tomorrow. The sooner we are married, the better I will feel. All of this has made me anxious, and being back here makes me uneasy. I have enemies everywhere, but many of them are from my country. If anyone wanted to hurt me, all they had to do was go after Nicole. The sooner we get married and go on our honeymoon, the sooner we can go back to the States, and her father will finally get what he fucking deserves.

The driver opened my door, and I tightened my arms around Nicole again. She has always fit perfectly into my arms. She was made for me, just like I was made for her. She continues to rest her head against my chest with her eyes closed. I slide out of the car, and the driver closes the door and quickly walks ahead of me to the front door. He opens the door and waits patiently as I take in the house and the surrounding buildings. This place is still fucking breathtaking, all the medieval houses and towers.

I slowly turn around, walk up the steps, and through the open door, heading towards the enclosed garden in the back. I have gardens in all of my houses as a way to keep my Madre’s memory alive inside my head. Sadly, I am starting to forget the sound of her voice, what her touch felt like, and what her laugh sounded like. Everything that has been good in my life has eventually faded away and disappeared. But I fucking refuse to let that happen with Nicole. I will fucking lock her in this fucking house if I have to, and if that is what it takes to keep her alive and fucking with me.

Even if she decided to walk away from me in the future, I wouldn’t fucking let her. I don’t ever fucking want to hurt her, but her walking away or her being taken from me is something I will never let fucking happen.

I use my shoulder to open the door to the garden. When I look in front of me, Ty, Lyric, and the pastor are already waiting for us at the end of the aisle. I didn’t ask questions when Ty wanted to come or when he asked if he could bring Lyric. She doesn’t know it yet, but Ty is obsessed with her in the same way I am obsessed with Nicole. It is going to be interesting to see what happens with the two of them.

I can’t stop the smile that spreads across my face as I lean down and press my lips gently against Nicole’s ear. “Bambino, we are here,” I whisper.

She slowly lifts her head and looks up at me, seeing the smile on my face. She turned her head in the direction I was walking and saw Ty, the pastor, and Lyric waiting for us. I tighten my arms around her as I stop in front of them. There is no way in fuck I am letting her go, and as soon as we say our vows, we are getting right back into the car and leaving for our honeymoon. No fucking time to waste, no fucking foreplay.

I nod at the pastor, and Nicole looks at me with the movement, her eyes searching mine. “If you are not okay, then I am not okay. If you are in pain, then I am in pain. If you are happy, then I am happy. If you die, I die. If you live, I will live with you.” I whisper softly as my heart races. There are a million things I want to say to her with my vows, but these words, these fucking words, are our bond, our foundation, and it only seems fitting that they seal our marriage, that they be our vows.

Nicole smiles widely as she grabs my shirt, her eyes locked with mine. “If you are not okay, then I am not okay. If you are in pain, then I am in pain. If you are happy, then I am happy. If you die, I die. If you live, I will live with you,” she whispers back.

I look at the pastor, and he smiles and nods. I then look at Ty. He smiles and nods. I look back at Nicole, and she lifts her free hand and grabs the back of my neck, pulling me to her. She presses her lips to mine, running her tongue against the seam of my lips, and I open up for her. My heart stops as her tongue explores my mouth, and the kiss quickly turns into a desperate mixture of tongue and teeth as I take over. We both groan, and I quickly turn around and go back the same way we just came from.

It is time I show her what it means for her to say those words and what she means to me. The only way I know how to do that is with my actions, my touch, my lips, my tongue, ad my cock. I will show her that she means everything to me and always will. This is just the start of our forever.

56

Nicole

Ishake my head as I look over my naked body in the mirror. Those three words I never thought I would use, understand, or want, but everything has changed once again. I am changed, but this time it is a good thing. This time, I am not being used or abused. As I look over my body, I notice that most of the bruises are gone, and the cuts are almost completely healed. I see my diamond ring in the mirror, the ring showing everyone that I belong to another, and for the first time in my life, it was my choice to say yes. For the first time since being taken, the man that wants me is also the man that I want.

Wife-Husband.

Husband-Wife.

I smile as I recall how I felt when Christian said his vows. His voice was calm, gentle, and confident. He stared into my eyes, my soul, as the words he was saying washed over me like a calming breeze, and when it was my turn to say mine, it came out naturally without hesitation. It felt as natural as breathing air to survive. I know that because he is my air now.

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