Page 64 of Silent Tears


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BROKEN.

“You were never the daughter I wanted, Nicole. I am so fucking disappointed in you. You married him. Him,” Daniel confesses in a dark, disgusted voice. I continue to cut as Daniel struggles but refuses to scream as I carve in the nickname Sebastian gave me. The name that will forever fucking be carved into me, into my fucking brain.

Out of all of the names I was called, this is the one that scared me the most. This is the name that fucking broke me, the name that was used to remind me that I was nothing but a slave, nothing more than an objective to rape, abuse, and use.

“He is never going to love you, Nicole. Fucking look at you, look at what those men did to you. Who the fuck could love someone like you?” Daniel snaps at me.

Even though I know, I fucking know it shouldn’t matter, his words hurt. They cut me the same way that I am fucking cutting him right now.

“Shut up,” Christian snaps at Daniel.

“You will leave my daughter, and when you do, she will once again be fucking used and abused. This is who she is, who she was always meant to me,” Daniel confesses with confidence, making my stomach fucking twist and turn into knots.

Welcome home, puppet.

You will always be my good little puppet.

Do as you are fucking told and suck my dick.

The voices start to get louder and louder inside my head. My heart is racing so fucking fast. Christian quickly forces me to stand, wrapping his arms tightly around me as I look down at the bloody carving of the word that will forever haunt my dreams.

“You are nothing but pure fucking trash Nicole. My only mistake was not giving you away fucking sooner,” Daniel whispers, sending chills down my spine, making my heart stop with the confidence in his tone. He honestly fucking believes his words.

My heart stops as Ty rushes Daniel and hits him in the side of the head with his knife. The room goes completely silent as my knees give out, and I take not only myself to the ground but also Christian. I drop my knife to the ground as Christian wraps his arms around me tighter.

I open my mouth and let out a scream that forces me forward, and Christian shoves his face into my neck as I start to rock back and forth. I look at the man passed out and chained to the chair. The man that took my life from me, but now I am in the arms of the man that gave me a life.

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Christian

How the fuck can a father speak the way he has? How the fuck can a father say they love their child but then do everything in their power to fucking destroy them?

Ultimately, my father only cared about power and control; he didn’t care about me. He never genuinely fucking loved me. He only loved what he thought I could give him.

Now Nicole’s father is trying to get her to turn on me, saying I can’t love her. He is trying to use what she has been through against her. But it won’t fucking work. I won’t fucking let it work.

Nicole is the strongest person I have ever met, and she wears her pain like an open fucking wound. She doesn’t think she just fucking acts, and I will never ask her to do any less than that. Her showing me her pain and allowing me to experience it with her is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.

Her father acts as if he knows her, and he tries to make her feel ashamed and guilty for what those men did to her, but it isn’t her fault. None of this was her fucking fault. He thinks he can get inside our heads; he believes he can get inside her head, but he won’t. He doesn’t know her at all. The moment that he chose to give her away, he lost her forever.

He might be her father, but her love for him has changed. He can’t fucking control her or bend her to his will. Nicole was never meant to be controlled. She is meant to thrive on her own. And with me at her side, she will be unstoppable.

People will fear us, the world will fucking fear us, the world will burn, and the streets will run fucking red with the blood of those that have hurt her.

Her father acts as if we should be afraid of him, but the truth is it is us that he should be scared of. Revenge can be a powerful fucking weapon. And, I know Nicole, I know her in every fucking way, and her father will fucking lose.

I will fucking make sure of that.

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Nicole

Day 5 - Broken

“Being broken can be a beautiful thing.”

Daniel continues to scream as I carve the word ‘BROKEN’ right next to the other words those fuckers gave me. Once again, Daniel’s fucking screams have been echoing through the entire house. There is blood everywhere from Christian removing five of his fingers. I am almost to the point where cutting out his tongue is sounding fucking better and better with each passing fucking second.

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