Page 8 of Silent Tears


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I haven’t been able to see myself in so long that with the jizz, cuts, and bruises, the little girl I once was would not be the one staring back at me anyways. One thing I know for sure is that I have been fucked in every way possible. Some of my hair is missing from the guy that ate it. Four different men have carved into me, and now, I get to go through it all over again. My mind, heart, and soul are starting to withdraw and become numb. Sebastian says he will never drug me, and he will never let me go. He says I fucking deserve to feel everything, and he wants me to remember that I am his puppet, that I am the main attraction for these men. He is pleased with the money he has been making, pleased that all these men fuck me, enjoy it, and get to leave and move on with their lives.

My hope of my father coming for me is all but gone, especially after what Sebastian showed me on the tablet. My mind and heart are second-guessing who my father is, wondering If he would do what Sebastian says he did. Still, the more he shows me on that fucking stupid tablet, the more I am putting the pieces together that Sebastian is not lying, even though I wish he were. I want him to be lying because the truth fucking breaks my heart. But the video of my father saying I am nothing keeps running over and over again inside my head. Validating what Sebastian has told me of who I am:a puppet, a sex toy. I am a nobody now, and the only thing I am good for is being beaten and fucked.

The door slams open, making me open my eyes and my heart race. No matter how many times that door opens, I always seem to have the same fucking reaction. My mind and body already know what is going to happen, or at least guess what I am in for. It will always end the same, with me covered in their bodily fluids and the man calling me some filthy name that my brain and body have started to believe.

I look down and see three men walk in, and my brain and body remember everything they do. Bobby, Marty, and Sebastian, they make my heart fucking sink. All three of them have a smile on their face; this can’t be fucking good. It may be dark as shit, but I can see their teeth. Sebastian closes the door, and they waste no time taking off their shirts, unbuttoning their pants, and pulling them down with their boxers. I swear all these fucking men went to the same-sex class or something. They all do the same things when they walk in, like Sebastian trained them or something.

Sebastian motions the men toward me, and I automatically stare up at the ceiling. I knew this day was coming, the day that Sebastian wanted to push me to the fucking breaking point. I fucking knew one day he would cross the line. The men that have fucked me so far have been one at a time. They come in by themselves, do what they need to, and leave. It looks like those days are clearly fucking over, and now my body will be fucked by multiple men at the same time.

After all, I am apuppet, abitch, awhore,dirty, and, of course, aslut.It just makes sense that a girl like me should be fucked by multiple men at the same time. Why not? Just chip away at the lasting pieces of myself. What does it matter? There is not much left anyway.

One man gets on the bed, crawling up me as the other stands at the side of the bed. He grabs my face, and I watch him stroke his dick while the other man grips my leg and presses the tip of his dick at my pussy’s entrance.

I close my eyes as the man shoves his dick into my mouth and the other pushes into my pussy, both starting to move in and out of me. I cough and gag against the man’s dick, which makes them both laugh and moan at the same time. They both pick up their pace, violently claiming my mouth and pussy. Blood starts to fill my mouth from this man’s dick piercing. It is digging into the soft meat of my cheeks, making me cry and scream out against his dick, but it just spurs them on, and they start fucking my body with wild abandon. And just like all the men before, they both release in me at the same time. It didn’t take them that long, so either I am a really good whore, or they were already turned on and ready to bust before they came in here. They both pull out of me, and I open my eyes, turn my head to the side, and start spitting out the cum and blood the best I can. Unfortunately, most of it has already gone down my throat, making me gag even more.

I open my mouth, allowing a scream to come out as one guy holds down my leg while the other leans in and starts to cut. My screams and their laughing echo throughout the room. Sebastian is watching me from the corner; he is always fucking watching. I will never understand why the fuck watching me turns him on so much.

“Please!” I scream.

“Shut the fuck up, you stupid, worthless cunt,” one of the guys snaps, but I can’t fucking tell which one it is. Both of them are playing a role in branding and destroying me as the pain radiates through my entire body. The man stops cutting and pulls back, and the other man releases my leg, allowing my body to sink into the bed, shaking from the shock.

“We broke her. She is a broken bitch. Good luck to whoever has to put her back together again,” one of the men says in a low and confident voice.

“Dude, you know that won’t happen. She is a dirty fucking cunt that deserves to be broken,” the other man snaps back, making my heart sink.

“You’re right. There is no fucking way any man would want her; just look at her. She is carved up, has missing hair, and her body is covered in cum and who knows what else. She is fucking disgusting,” the man replies disgustingly.

“I can fix that. I think it is time for you guys to leave,” Sebastian says confidently. I am more scared of him than any of these men because he can do whatever the fuck he wants to me whenever he fucking wants.

“Okay, but we want to go again sometime,” they both say amusedly.

“You know the price. You pay, and she is yours,” Sebastian replies calmly.

“You know we have the fucking money,” one man snaps.

“Enjoy her for us,” the other man laughs.

Tears fall from my eyes as their comments and names they called me run on fucking repeat inside my mind. I am broken. I am fucking broken. I hear the door open, but it doesn’t close. I look towards the door, and Sebastian walks into the room with a fucking vacuum. What the flying fuck is he going to do with that? My heart starts to race as he plugs it in and drags the machine to the side of the bed.

“What are you doing?” I whisper, the anxiety completely taking over my tone. He doesn’t respond as he turns on the vacuum, grabs the hose, and slides the extension piece into the end of the hose. A death scream escapes me as I struggle against the chains that are around my wrists and ankles, but I am too weak to fucking do anything. And just like a million times before, the chains don’t move, leaving me in place for Sebastian to do whatever he wants to me.

“You fucking whore, I am not going to fuck you with his jizz in you,” Sebastian snaps in a disgusted and disapproving voice.

“Please don’t,” I whisper, tears rolling down my face.

“I want you, and this is the only way,” he mutters.

“Please!” I scream when he lowers the tube to the entrance of my pussy. I can already feel the suction, and he hasn’t touched me yet. My heart is racing, and I can not catch my breath as I look at Sebastian. He looks at me, and then he shoves the tube into my sore pussy. The suction from the vacuum starts to pull on my walls, making me scream. It stings, it fucking hurts. The tears escape my eyes more as he increases the speed, causing the suction to pull even harder on my insides, stretching my skin.

Then the vacuum starts to make a bunch of noise, and I smell smoke before it shuts off. “Fuck me, you fucking slut, you broke the fucking vacuum,” he screams at me.

He pulls the tube out of my aching pussy, and I watch him closely as he picks the vacuum up and throws it at the wall, breaking it. Pieces and parts bounce across the room, and dirt, jizz, and liquid splatter across the wall.

“You fucking can’t do anything right,” he screams. I turn my head and lock eyes with him before he slaps me hard across my face. I keep my face pointed towards the wall as my cheek starts to swell, and the pounding in my head increases when he slams the door shut behind him. I feel the sheet underneath me becoming wet from the liquid that is leaving my pussy. I don’t have to look down to know that it is blood.

I guess I really am broken now.

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