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I can’t believe what I’m seeing.
What I’m being forced to see.
What I’m being tortured with—like this is a moment of what the actual fuck? What did I ever do to be subjected to this?
And then, all the emotions started to wash over me. I immediately started crying when she confessed her tragic story to him—it was/is heartbreaking to hear. And then, all the other emotions began to wash over me. okay. The one that is glaring and ugly and I can’t avoid.
Jealousy.
Insane, hot, visceral jealousy… and anger. Okay, she’s dying, I get it… but does she really need to kiss him like that? Or touch him the way she keeps touching him? And then… he grabbed her and kissed her? With his tongue clearly in her mouth?
On television?
What. The. Actual. Hell.
“Oh shit.” Rae says it under his breath but the camera catches it. At this point I’m already expecting a call from legal or at least from management. But that’s the last thing I’m thinking about despite the fact that it should be the first. Like, who cares about legal problems when the man you love just put his tongue in another woman’s mouth? Right? And it can’t be that bad if Director Simon doesn’t stop the tape, he just keeps going. Doesn’t he realize this could completely wreck everything? If he uses this footage, there is no future for Sookie.
But again… I can’t really focus on that right now.
I think I see the tongue again, but I can’t tell and then she’s complimenting him on how incredible he is, and he’s confessing friendship and he’s talking about a woman he loves. It’s me. I know it’s me… and if I didn’t love him as much as I do, I’d probably be bawling watching this on TV, instead I’m, numb.
I’m completely numb, even my fingers have no feeling, because regardless of the words coming out of his mouth, he just kissed someone on television. In front of the world. And he kissed her like he felt something and like it mattered. God, that hurts. All of this hurts. My heart cracks in my chest. I don’t even understand who this person is right now. It’s like the real Sookie was just let out of jail and free from years of oppression and can’t contain himself, but he’s going to have to.
Someone needs to put him in his place before hedoesn’tjust cancel the entire group and himself from the K-pop industry. And I swear to God, he needs to stop touching her or I’m going to lose my shi—
I take a step forward, hands curled in balls by my side ready to throw down.
Rae looks over at me.
And I pause and try to get a grip. I hope to hell my emotions are hidden. I hope he can’t tell the crazy thoughts that are going on inside my head. I’m not reacting like their lawyer, but as someone who wants him for myself and is about to claim her territory..
Rae’s eyes narrow while Lucas looks over.
The cameras in the field pan to Grace while the cameras inside the haunted school continue to film.
“Wow!” She wipes at her eyes. “That was extremely emotional, I hope nobody gets upset that an idol would treat a dying fan with such care, like a last wish.”
Lucas clues right in. “I can’t even imagine what she’s going through, Sookie, you may be the youngest in the group but you showed your fan true care. We love our fans so much, we wouldn’t be here without you, know that it isn’t just Sookie who holds your hearts, it’s all of us.”
Thank God.
It’s still going to be a scandal, but they both smoothed it over a bit, and maybe we’ll get lucky and this won’t be a big deal.
In my gut though, I know the netizens are going to lose their minds.
A headache starts to press against my temples as I watch the camera feeds and see them laughing and solving clues as they run through the building.
Around twenty zombies come at them.
Sookie falls to the ground, she grabs his hand and they run, it’s cute—they’re cute. They look good together. I grimace at her. Ugh, and how do you hate someone who’s dying?
I clench my hands into fists again and try my best to get a grip and watch while he nearly runs into a wall. You can hear the screams coming from inside the school—mainly Sookie’s. The rest of the cast is dying with laughter. I’m trying my best here to remain unaffected. I’m trying but my damn brother is too observant.
And Rae’s still watching me through his mask.
The other group is deathly silent as they watch the events unfold before them., They’re probably scared of having to go through the haunted school, then again, I can’t remember who’s who anymore. Only that about half of the guys chosen are from SWT, and the other half from TestME.
The rest went back to the houses to work on final tracks for their albums. I’m hoping that I don’t get back after filming to an absolute bloodbath from them all fighting. At this point it’s up in the air and I don’t really know what to expect.
