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“Do you want me to be?” he asks me, and it’s so damn careful. So fearful that I want to shake him. Does he really not get that I’m totally into this?
I step closer to him, “Yes. Of course I do. I just... We haven’t had any time to talk about it.”
He cocks his head to the side, almost perplexed. “You do?”
I want to laugh and cry at the same time. “I thought it was obvious from the way I was eye-fucking you all week.”
His eyes widen in surprise, and he drags a hand down over his face. “I thought you were freaked-out.”
“What?” I ask, and it’s my turn to be surprised.
“I mean, you were staring and trying to get me to get dressed.”
“Because I didn’t think humping your leg in the locker room was a good idea, and I was really fucking close to it.”
That makes him smirk, the corners of his full lips lifting in amusement. “Really?”
I roll my eyes and scoff as I approach him again, my hands resting on his hips. “Really.” I surge forward and kiss him hard, but I don’t deepen the kiss. I grasp the back of his hair, which is still kind of damp. “I’m crazy about you. I don’t know how I didn’t realize it was more than friendship before, but now that I know it is...”—his eyes have gone comically wide now, and I smile kissing the tip of his nose—“I’m all-in.”
“All. In.” He says it slowly. Carefully. Like he can’t believe it.
“Turn the music on,” he commands, and I’m all too happy to make that happen. I turn the music on, and Zach strips out of his hoodie. Then he’s lifting mine up and off too. “We don’t have nearly as much time as I want.” He licks his lips, his eyes darting from my face to my chest and then lower. “God. I want so much with you. This week has been torture.”
I nod in agreement. “I haven’t been able to stop staring at you because I want you so bad, it feels like I’ll die if I don’t have you.”
He chuckles. “Who knew you were so dramatic?”
I grin as he undoes my jeans slowly. “Not me. But it’s how I’ve felt.” I lean in to kiss him as we make our way toward the bed. “God, I want so much with you too. I’ve spent way too much time fantasizing about it this week.”
He groans into my mouth. “Oh my God, that’s hot.”
I grab the lotion and undo his jeans, pushing them and his underwear down. He does the same to me, and then I pump some lotion into his hand and some into mine. “It is. And God, do I want to do so many things to you. But we have to hurry. Dinner will be ready soon or one of my asshole brothers will be banging on the door.”
He nods, his nose brushing over mine as he fists my cock with his slick hand. My head tips back, and I feel his lips sliding over my exposed neck. “Yeah, I have to go pick up Mary and Anna soon.”
“Fuck. We need to work on our dirty talk.”
He chuckles, but it turns into a groan when my hand wraps around his thick shaft. I stroke him slowly. I need to hurry up, but every part of me wants to make this last. He must be on the same page because his grasp is loose, not nearly tight enough to make me come, and he knows it.
I lower my head and steal his mouth, licking and sucking on his tongue like I wish I was doing to his cock. “We have to hurry tonight, but tomorrow, I have plans for you.”
“Oh yeah?” he pants, his hand moving faster and gripping a bit harder now.
“Yes. So many fucking plans.”
“Should I bring anything?”
I stop kissing him for a second and think about that. Condoms. Lube. Are we ready for that? I don’t know. I’ve watched some porn, but not a lot, and logic says that’s not real. I haven’t really researched sex.
Oh God. Who needs to research sex?
Robots, that’s who.
Jesus fucking Christ. I’m going to ruin the best thing I’ve ever had.
“Hey.” Zach must realize I’m freaking out because one hand comes up to grasp my chin, and he’s forcing me to look at him. “We don’t do anything you don’t want to. I’m more than happy with hurried hand jobs for the rest of my life, as long as it’s with you.”
His honesty shocks me, and I’m shaking my head with my chin still in his grasp. “I want it all. I just don’t have any experience. I don’t want to disappoint you.”
