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He grins at that, and thank fuck, he seems over the questioning. Ready to make me his in every single damn way.
I’m nervous, but mostly, I’m just excited.
This is how it should feel when you’re about to lose your virginity. And to me, that’s what this is. With Chloe, it was so damn wrong. I felt sick and afraid.
Not nervous. I didn’t want to do it, and I never should have. Guilt threatens to take over, thinking about my time with her, but it has no place here.
All I want with Adam is to do this every single chance we have. The difference is astounding.
Because that was so very wrong.
And this is so very right.
TWENTY-SEVEN
ADAM
Okay, I’m nervous. Not because I don’t want to do this, but because I don’t want to hurt him.
He’s looking up at me with so much trust and love that I don’t want to mess this up. I can’t stand the thought of ruining this.
Not that sex is a requirement to be together. I’ll take anything he wants to give me, but I know he wants this to be part of it, and I do too. It’s surreal how badly I want this.
Making him feel good... seeing his intense pleasure is a high like none other. The way he jolted when I brushed that spongy spot inside him. The way he panted my name and begged... Yeah, I could have come right then and there.
It’s something I’m becoming addicted to—his pleasure. It’s a high like none other.
I’m between his legs, staring at his hole that’s stretched out for me. But I know it’s still not nearly the size of my cock. How the hell am I going to fit inside him?
“Breathe, baby.” My eyes dart up to Zach’s amused face as he watches me stare at him like an idiot.
“That’s my line,” I say, the nerves skittering around in my chest.
“I think you need it more.” His hands sweep over my chest and down my stomach, making their way to my cock, which has flagged slightly with the nerves. But it comes rearing back to life when he starts to stroke me.
“I don’t want to hurt you.”
“You won’t.” He says this with so much certainty, I almost believe him. He pulls me toward him, one hand guiding my cock to his entrance and the other on my shoulder as he brings me forward for an intense kiss.
I push my hips forward slightly, my tip slipping inside of his tight heat and nearly black out from the sensation. It’s too much and not enough all at once. But when I hear him gasp and grunt in what has to be pain, I’m ready to retreat.
“No.” His hands move to my ass and clamp down hard. “I’m okay. Keep going.”
“Maybe you should do me first,” I say, only half joking. Because I think it’s something I want to try, and I hate the thought of hurting him. I’d much rather he hurt me.
“Next time.” He nips at my bottom lip and then kisses me softly. “If you want to. But right now, I want this more than I’ve ever wanted anything, so please give it to me.”
I pull back enough to meet his eyes, bracing my weight on my hands next to his head and blanketing his body with my own.
No more words are needed as I nod and slowly work my way inside him. The intense grip of his body makes it so damn hard to concentrate, but he kisses me hard and lets me know he’s okay as I pant and kiss his face.
When my balls are flush with his ass and I’m fully inside him, I can barely believe we made it work. His ass is strangling my dick, and I’m terrified to move, the pleasure too great. But when I pull back and see the glazed look in his eyes—that wonder—I’m nearly a goner.
His hand snakes between our bodies and rests over my heart. “Move, baby.”
And I do. Slowly at first until he’s begging me for more, pleading with me to slam into him harder, over and over. His fingers dig into my ass cheeks and coax me to give him what he needs.
“I’m close,” I warn. “Oh, fuck. I’m so damn close. It’s too much. You’re too fucking hot. Too tight. Holy shit.”
