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It was one thing to have to think of her every goddamn time I opened the door to my shop; thankfully, work distractions were plenty once I was there. But here. At my house—a place I’d always imagined I’d one day turn into a home—there was nothing that would wipe this memory away.

I pulled back and instantly felt the warm roam of her gaze over my face.

“Decker…”

I groaned. I knew that voice—that plea. I felt its desire all the way in the tip of my damn dick that was already hard and pressed to my stomach.

“You should go back to sleep,” I managed to choke out and then sank my lips onto her forehead in a weak attempt to hide from the want in her eyes.

“I don’t want to sleep right now,” she confessed softly. “I don’t want to waste another moment…” Her hoarse voice trailed off, but I knew exactly what she meant.

I didn’t want to waste a moment with her either. Moments were all we had. Moments were all that life was. And tonight, we’d seen just how quickly those moments could be taken.

Her arm moved from where it was slung over me, the press of her palm gliding from my side, over my abs, and then down lower until she reached—

“Fuck.” The word rushed out with my exhale has her hand closed over my hard cock, the damn thing pulsing and throbbing the instant she touched it.

“You’re not fine,” she murmured, stroking me through my boxer briefs.

After I put her in bed, I’d stripped off my jeans not because I cared about dirt at that point, but because they were stiff from all the mud caked on them.

“Are you doctoring me, Dr. Barker?” I drawled.

“I think I’m going to have to.” Her fingers expertly slipped under the elastic band and stroked my length from my tip all the way to my balls and then back up.

A groan ripped from my chest, and I covered her mouth with mine.

This kiss was different. Everything was different after tonight. The reality of not having her in my life hadn’t hit as hard as when we’d pulled that girl from her car. I wasn’t losing Reese in the same way, but I was still losing her. And fuck me, I didn’t want to lose her.

So, tonight, I kissed her like I intended to keep her. Deep and slow, marking every inch of her mouth with my tongue until she moaned into me. And for her part, she tortured me just as expertly. Her hand moved in firm strokes along my cock,until I was throbbing to be inside her.

“You’re killing me,” I rasped.

“I promise I’ll make it better,” she murmured, and before I could stop her, she bent over me, and all I felt was the brush of her hair over my stomach before the heat of her mouth closed over me.

A strained sound tore a hole through the center of my chest, pleasure making my hips buck.Fuck, she was so good at this.I gripped the back of her head—her hair—but I was powerless to stop her. The suction of her mouth. The flick and drag of her tongue. The light score of her teeth. She made me fucking wild when she sucked me off.

And then the head of my cock kissed the back of her throat, and she swallowed, and I saw fucking stars. “Fuck, Reese.” I couldn’t fucking breathe—couldn’t fucking think about anything except how damn bad I needed to come.

And I wasn’t going to do it down her throat. Not tonight. Not in my bed.

With a growl, I fisted her hair and pulled her off my cock.

“Decker—”

I covered her mouth—her protest—with mine, driving my tongue along hers as I moved on top of her.

“What are you doing?” she whimpered as I slid lower, my lips stealing kisses on her collarbone and then her nipple and then her stomach.Mud streaked her body, but I didn’t care. I wanted her coming all over my tongue.

I wedged myself between her thighs, lifting one leg and then the other over my shoulders as I eyed her slick pussy.

“Doctoring the fuck out of you,” I grunted and then set my mouth on her.

I feasted on her. Edging her to the brink and back so many times her body was covered in a sheen of sweat, and she clawed at the covers, begging me for more.And I wanted to give it.Not just more orgasms. Not just more sex. But more of everything we had together—could have—because fuck me, I’d fallen in love with her tonight.

I knew it—I knew the exact moment: when she walked into my arms when her work at the hospital was done. Like I was her safe place to land.

I wanted to be that place for more than one night. I wanted to be her haven for the rest of my life.

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