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Then, she kisses me with a fire that I always knew she had within her. I reciprocate passionately, groaning into her mouth as she directs my movements with each tug of her hand.
“God, Vivienne,” I whisper, sneaking my tongue into her mouth. Thankfully, she allows me to. “You’re perfect.”
I’m intoxicated, with Vivienne being more potent than any bottle of alcohol this world can offer me.
14
VIVIENNE
Iwant him. I want him desperately. But it’s not the right time. Not yet.
Caesar is everything I ever wanted. From his stares to his touch to the way his tongue moves inside my mouth. He drives me crazy, and I’m sick of hiding it.
But I’m not ready. I know myself. Having sex with him tonight, although it’s my wedding night, just isn’t the way I want to do this.
“Caesar,” I say gently, pushing him away although I’m dying to do the opposite. “I can’t.”
He immediately pulls away and sits at the far end of the couch. He runs a hand through his hair, making it messier than it already was, and nods.
The prominent bulge between his legs is calling to me. I want it. But not yet.
I’m the reason for that. He wants to have sex with me.
“Thank you for stopping this before it got too crazy. I want you. A lot. But only at your pace.”
I sigh, rubbing at my eyes. I’m sure I’m smearing some of my makeup, but it doesn’t matter to me anymore.
“I just… I don’t think it’s the right moment. You know? I’m not ready. I don’t think either of us are right now, in this state. We’re both drunk. We’re not thinking straight.”
“Yeah. Absolutely.” He rolls his neck and relaxes further into the couch. I see the exhaustion in his limbs coming out in full force, although his erection is still in full force, too. “I’ll sleep in one of the other beds if you’d like.”
My shoulders slump. “Caesar, I didn’t want to make things awkward for us. I…”
“No, no, you’re right. Maybe it’s best if I keep my distance from you, at least for tonight.” He clears his throat and straightens his posture. “I want you so badly, I don’t think I would be able to hold back if I were touching you.”
He touches my arm hungrily, and I think of how easy it would be. My knees buckle, but I keep my composure.
I’m the one who’s putting a stop to things. I’d look like a fool if I ran back into his arms right now, no matter how badly I want to latch myself onto his body and have him fill me. Feeling his lips against my skin awakened a deep desire. I’d have trouble holding back, too.
“I’m so attracted to you, Vivienne. You’re so unbelievably hot. You’re a man’s dream come true. You tick all the boxes.” He flicks his finger through the air, mimicking that ticking motion with his eyes closed. “And I may sound like a bastard or a pervert right now, but I can’t stop thinking about what you look like beneath those clothes.”
I swallow hard. I have to stay strong.
“I’m sorry for saying that out loud,” he says soon afterward, chuckling softly. He shakes his head. “But when I want something…”
“Oh, you get it. I am aware.” I nod, knowing better than anyone else how he gets whenever he wants to conquer something. Or someone. “I…”
My heart pounds loudly, so much so that I can hear it in my ears. As much as I want to leap onto his lap and give him everything he wants, I can’t. I need to have restraint.
Besides, maybe he only wants to get in my bed because I’m a challenge. No one else has been with me before.Once he’s done with me, he’ll add me to his mile-long list of ex-lovers and forget.
Suddenly, it’s as if the haziness in my mind clears away, and I start thinking straight again. I won’t give up my virginity that easily, no matter how attracted I am to Prince Caesar Vanecourt.
I know I’m going to be dreaming about his kisses and his touch tonight. That will suffice for now.
“Good night, Caesar,” I manage before rushing to the master bedroom of the suite and closing the door, then locking it.
I realize I’m face to face with what would have been the honeymoon bed. The spot where Caesar and I should be having sex as newlyweds. With a sigh, I turn away and head to the bathroom.
