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“Don’t you want me?” Red-hot rage rushes through me. I grab his cock as best as I can through his pants. “You do. I can feel it.”
He covers my hand with his. I expect him to rip my hand away, but he just presses it down more firmly.
“Obviously, I want you. Very much.”
“But?”
With both of his hands, he holds my face, kissing me very gently.
“I think you’ve had a little too much to drink.”
“I haven’t.”
I’ve had just enough, enough to have a pleasant warm feeling. Maybe it gave me the courage I needed to do this, but that doesn’t mean that it isn’t right. Every day since we got married, I’ve found myself more and more attracted to him. I know this is right.
“You’re the one who said when it was right I’d know. And I know.”
He kisses my forehead, grabs my hand, and leads me over to the bed. He lays down and pulls me down next to him. I lay on my side and reach for the top of his pants. He gets in bed with me. It’s going to happen. It has to happen. I need it.
He grabs my hand and lays it flat on his erection. I sit up.
“What?”
“Not tonight. It has to be perfect. You’re too special.”
“But…” I move my hand up and down on his big, throbbing dick, and he moans.
“I won’t give in, Vivienne. I mean it. If you still want to do this tomorrow, we will.”
“But not now?”
I squeeze his cock and move my hand up and down. “Not now. My mind is made up on that point. You won’t change it. I suggest you don’t try.”
“Why not?”
He pulls me back down beside him and kisses my forehead.
“Because the faster we fall asleep, the faster tomorrow will be here.”
“Caesar…” I beg.
“Shh. Just sleep in my arms. Please.” The sincerity in his voice is touching.
He means it. He wants to do right by me. And as infuriating as it is, he’s right.
I want the first time – my first time ever and our first time together – to be as special as possible. You only get your first time once.
I lay my head down on his chest. I don’t know how I’m going to sleep. Our breaths sync up and slow down. The next thing I know, it’s morning.
I’m alone. Disappointment fills my body after dreaming of him all night. I thought for sure he’d wake me up in some delightfully sexy way. In my dream I was naked and he was kissing me all over.
I sit up and realize there is a note on the nightstand. I pick it up.
Sorry I had to leave. You are far too beautiful and tempting. Caesar
Yes. My decision is yes. I get up and go to close the curtains. I need a shower. There are voices out in the yard, and I look down. My parents and Caesar are out there, holding cups of coffee.
My mom and dad seem to be doing most of the talking and a whole lot of gesturing. They are probably telling him how overgrown the backyard was when they bought the house. They did all the work to fix it up themselves.
