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“Emery.” He backs off me a little farther and brushes the back of his finger over my cheek. “I can untie you now if you’d like.” As his eyes search mine, I stay quiet, watching another question form. “Is this too much like the handcuff thing that you said you didn’t really care for?”

“It’s just that last time the guy didn’t let me out when I asked because he wanted to finish with me tied. He was in control.” This is dumb. I know Ian wouldn’t tell me no.

His eyebrows shoot up as I watch rage form. “You didn’t tell me he took it that far.”

“I know you’ll listen to my safe word.” I feel so exposed right now beneath him andreallyneed to get back in the moment.

“Always.” He lowers his face and runs his fingers through my hair. “You giving me control of making you feel good is simply that. You are the actual one in charge, Daisy Girl. This is about you.”

“About us.” More relieved, a devilish smirk spreads across my face. “Now what are you waiting for?”

“You’re the one who’ll be waiting, but not too long.” His mouth connects with mine, eager to get back to making me squirm. Calloused hands slide down to my hips and he breaks our kiss. “Is anything off limits tonight?”

“I trust you.” I do, and my eyes show it. “Just make sure I’m left breathless.”

“And speechless.”

My body eases into his bed as Ian trails kisses across my jaw and neck. Instinct has my arms reaching to touch him, and the rope tightens. Right, I need to only focus on what he’s doing to me. His hand slides down to cup my pussy and the tip of his finger lightly circles my opening. “Fuck, you’re already so wet.”

“Your dick down my throat was the kick-start.” My stomach flutters. “I loved how controlling you were.”

“I knew you had a kinkier side.” Two of his fingers fill me and curl. My jaw falls loose just as his lips press to my clit. Giving him full power to do as he wishes, and he’s choosing to be gentle. Slight suction begins as Ian pushes his fingers against my G-spot.

“Suck me harder.” I need more of the roughness I know he can give. My arms want to tangle in his hair out of habit, and I tug on the rope again. “I gotta stop doing that.”

“Stay still and be a good girl so I can have my way with you.” Kisses make their way back to my stomach before he stands.

“I might go for that water you mentioned earlier.” There’s a mischievous glint in his eyes, and I’m not sure if he’s serious about an actual drink. “Are you thirsty?”

“Only for you.” He disappears through the door, and I listen as the fridge opens and the tap turns on a moment later.

“Now, where were we?” Ian walks back in, setting his ice water on the nightstand. Opening the drawer, he pulls out a blindfold. His thumb and finger slide the thick ribbon through them, smoothing them out. I can’t hide the excited smile taking over my face. This is something I’ve only tried once, and I know he will give me a better experience.

“You’re overdue on giving me orgasms.” He nods, blackening the light as he secures the ribbon over my eyes.

Within seconds, my hearing heightens. Ian’s lips greet mine, and his fingers caress up and down my body. My heart races as he breaks the kiss, and I hear him pick up the water glass. It sets back down and the weight of him returns to the bed. I sense him hovering over my waist, and my curiosity is cured when his nose skims up my stomach. Lips meet my nipple, and as he opens his mouth around the bud, the ice-cold sensation makes me gasp. A low chuckle rumbles in his chest as he holds the cube between his lips and slides it down my body, staying on my lower stomach. Ian’s mouth attaches to my pussy as his cold tongue warms itself against me. I begin to squirm, all ropes slightly tightening, and I like that. The combination of the tug, the sensation of his mouth building my orgasm, and the melting ice sending a stream of cool water over my hip, keeps my mind racing in the best way.

“I’m so close.” My chest rises as my breathing quickens. His large hands hold down my hips as he swirls his tongue until my body is shaking. Fingers enter once again as he continues to make me come undone.Euphoria spins my head.

“Thank you for letting me taste you again.” He breaks contact, and I hear the drawer open. “For letting me explore you.”

“Don’t disappoint.” I hold a sassy tone, still trying to hold on to my guard before it completely dissolves. A humming of vibration fills the room, and my body lights up, already anticipating the reaction. My back slightly arches, waiting for contact. A round ball meets my inner thigh as it vibrates. “Safe choice.”

“Do you use a wand often?” His teeth graze my hipbone.

“It’s actually one toy Ihaven’ttried.” The vibration is close enough to my pussy, but not right on it. I need more.

“You would skip the basics, wouldn’t you?” My stomach dips in as cold water drops splatter on parts of my skin. Ian’s gravel chuckle is pure seduction as his hand travel over my body and his cold hand cups my breasts. As he inches the wand closer to my pussy, I feel him climb on top, his fingertips running up and down my arms. “Your skin is so soft.” The vibration disappears from my body for a moment, and the wand meets my nipples, tickling them. Slowly, the toy traces down my curves, and lighting my entire body up. My shallow breathing craves the sensation lower. A moan leaves my mouth, and my legs pull as far as they can on the rope to spread a bit farther. The rope tightens with a bite, and it only fuels my arousal.

“Yes, lower,” I pant, my pussy throbbing as the wand hovers over my clit. I can feel it without it actually making contact. Ian blocks the light as he hovers over me before kissing me roughly. His teeth biting my lower lip and pulling another moan from me. It’s painful yet addicting. This distraction is all I’d ever need to get through life. I know he’d give me this every damn night if I stayed in town and gave him a littlemore.

The thought jolts me, and Ian senses my lack of focus. The wand finally awards my clit with contact, and my hips buck into the needed friction. Ian grinds his hard cock against my hips as his hand revisits its new home in my hair.

“Come for me, Daisy Girl,” he growls in my ear, turning the wand to a higher setting, and I give in to the build. Another orgasm rips through me as I hear him hum in approval with me at his mercy. What does he look like as he watches me come apart for him? The toy is still held in place as I shake uncontrollably. Is he going until I use my safe word? Just as I pause with the thought crossing my mind, the wand shuts off. “I know how much you can handle.”

“I need to feel you inside me.” My ears ring as I come down from my high.

“In good time.” His voice is a seductive whisper. Giving him control overusis what I thought I needed. What I really need is more. His lips press to my shoulder and kiss down my arm. He has such a tender side, and I want to experience it.

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