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I let out a gut-wrenching cry, begging for God to let me join my baby girl.
I failed her.
I failed Tia.
I failed Mom.
I failed Josiah.
How much more pain can my heart take?
Suddenly, the red door in my head explodes, releasing all my demons I forced away.
I give up, relinquishing my soul to the devil himself.
Chapter 30- Sadie – Hours later
“You’re pregnant.”
“I’m wh-what?”
The doctor lets out a chuckle, “Sadie, you’re eighteen weeks pregnant.”
“What?” The doctor continues to smile at me but I’m not finding this funny at all. Is he fucking kidding me? My father is going to kill me. How the hell am I going to keep this a secret when my belly starts to look like a beach ball?
“I take it this was not a planned pregnancy?”
You think?
“She’s healthy, and I will give you—”
“She? She’s a girl?” My voice is so quiet, as if I’m in a dreamless state.
“Yes, a girl. A very healthy girl.”
I wake up and wish I hadn’t. My heart is officially broken beyond repair. My body shakes with silent tears as I mourn my baby girl whose life was taken by her father’s hands.
“Sadie.” A broken cry rings in my ear.
“Sadie.”
I follow the sound until my eyes land on Tia. Her face is red and puffy. There’s an inch-long gash on the side of her forehead and dry blood is smeared against the side of her face. Her lips are swollen and bruised, and her clothes are dirty and soaked.
“Tia. He killed her.”
“Killed who?” There’s pain and hesitation in her question.
“Sophie. He killed her,” I say repeatedly.
Tia’s cry makes me cringe, but I have no desire or energy to console her, to assure her everything will be ok, because I don’t fucking care anymore.
My innocent baby girl is gone.
Might as well rip my heart out.
Tia’s cries put me in a somber state of darkness.
Chapter 31- Sadie – Another few hours later
