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“I will fucking do anything I want, little slut. Nobody calls me a freak.” He jerked my ass toward his crotch, and I felt the wet lube on the tip of his dick.
“I’m sorry, sir. I didn’t mean to call you a freak. Is psycho a better word?”
Slap! Slap! Slap!
“Ow! You fucking asshole.” I wailed in agony. Those slaps really hurt.
“You mean psycho, don’t you, bitch?” He squirted the jelly on my butthole and rammed in, knocking the air out of my lungs. He grunted as he pistoned his hips, hammering into me.
“Jesus Christ, Rocky!” Thank goodness it wasn’t my first time getting my ass fucked when he was unhinged. We regularly had anal sex. I could take it, but this time was more intense than ever before.
“You’ll take everything I give you, little slut. And fucking love it.” His fingers dug into my hips, making me hiss and whimper. There’d be bruises, but that wasn’t anything new. Marking me during sex was like giving me a badge of honor.
And take it, I did.
But strangely, my body wasn’t responding to Rocky like it normally did. All I could do was lie limply in the snow as he worked out his stresses. I wondered if another headache was plaguing him. He’d been getting them frequently the past couple of months. He blamed it on club business and feeling like he wasn’t in control of his life.
A carnal grunt ripped from his lungs as his release hit.
It didn’t make any sense. Where was my orgasm?
Rocky pulled out and collapsed beside me, putting his nose to mine. We stared at each other for a long beat, reading each other’s minds. His gray eyes were clear of the darkness, and love and concern shone through them.
“Why didn’t you say unicorn so I’d stop?” He caressed my cheek. “Fuck, Ella. Where was your goddamn safe word?”
“I didn’t need it.” A sob bubbled out of me. “I didn’t want you to stop.”
“I don’t fucking believe you.” He put himself together, disposed of the used rubber, and took out his knife. Cutting the zip ties off my wrists, he softly kissed one, then the other. “You’re fucking lying to me.”
“I’m not. I swear, I’m okay.” I raised to my knees and let him pull my bottoms up.
“If you’re lying to me…” He cradled me in his lap. “Fuck, what’s going on with you?”
“I don’t know. Maybe it’s because I’m leaving you for a few days. Maybe it’s the cold. Maybe I’m just tired.”
“All bullshit, Ella. I know you better than I know myself. You could’ve made me stop.”
I took his face roughly into my hands. “I didn’t want you to stop.”
“Fuck.” He squeezed his eyes shut. “If you held back, thinking you were helping me or so I didn’t lose my shit while you were gone and cheat on you…” He shook his head. “You were fucking wrong!”
“I’m okay, baby.” I dotted kisses all over his face. “I’m okay.”
“It’s supposed to be enjoyable for both of us, Ella. Not just me. You didn’t fucking come. What the hell?”
“I don’t know what happened, but you didn’t hurt me. I swear, you didn’t hurt me.”
“I fucking love you so much. I will slit my own throat if I ever hurt you.” His words shot out like a vow, one I hated hearing.
“Don’t talk like that.” I looped my arms around his neck. “Take me home. I’m freezing.”
“Anything you say, baby.”
Rocky and I made out frantically in his truck, parked outside my parents’ house. On the drive home, something had shifted in both of us, and suddenly I was aroused and needy.
I didn’t care who saw us or the gossip that might ensue. I desperately wanted him.
“Take from me, Ella.”
