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“Bend your body toward the bed, Jasmine.” His command trickles through me and the urge to ask why is insane. I know why. He said so. It doesn't make it easier. My brain doesn’t work that way. Command sent, compliance required is how Chris works. Will he ever let me explain I have to know why? Will he always be this way? So many questions, it’s driving me insane.
Shutting off my mind isn’t easy. Still, I bend down and my arms move behind me. The stretch in my shoulders is something I wasn’t planning on. I whimper and stop moving.
“All the way down until your face touches the covers. Once there, don’t move any farther.”
He doesn’t say anything else as I move myself down to the covers. My arms tremble and I can hear the chains holding my arms back make noise. Tears keep coming down my face, and I lay my head down on the quilt.
Closing my eyes, I think of how I can get away from him. How do I keep going to school after this? Why is he being this way to me? I mean, I did disobey and I’ve never been punished before, but this feels like something completely different. There’s no doubt in my mind that this is more than a punishment. That this is claiming his place over me.
A hand slides over my ass and I feel his heat back on me. His clothes are gone, and that makes my eyes pop back open. I turn my head and he’s as undressed as I am. No. I can’t lose my virginity like this.
Moving frantically, I try to get back up, but Chris lays down on me. “Stop it.” He slaps the hell out of my thigh and forces me to calm down.
“I’m not going to fuck you. Not yet.” He grits out in my ear. Wait, what? Then why is he naked? His cock throbs against my ass as he moves his hands under me, squeezing my breasts again.
“Calm down, buttercup. We have things we need to discuss.” His hands don’t stop kneading my body and I whimper, feeling my body react to him.
“You’ll nod your head for yes and shake it for no. Do you understand me?” Chris pulls my panties down, and I nod my head.
“That’s my good girl.” I don’t want to feel pride in myself right now, yet I do. His words blossom inside of me and do crazy things to my mind.
His cock slides up and down my pussy lips and the fear I had dissipates. In its place is lust and apprehension. Am I ready for him to take me? Yes. I want him. There’s no denying that. But I also don’t want my first time to be tied up either.
“Do you enjoy the feel of my cock between your legs?” His hands move from my breast to slide up my back, massaging me.
I nod again for him. There’s no point lying. He can feel the wetness for himself. He already knows the answer.
“Such a good little one for being honest with me.” He reaches for another ball shape but it’s connected to more tiny balls. I don’t know what that is, but he said he wouldn’t fuck me. Not like this. Can I trust that?
“These are anal beads, and yes, you are going to take them tonight. Just like you are going to take my cock.” He takes a small jar of something and places the jar on my back.
“Are you going to relax for me?” Chris moves his cock along my clit, and I whimper. It’s not fair that what he’s doing is turning me on.
Shaking my head, I fight against the restraints. Anal is not something I ever thought of myself doing. Shoot, I’ve never thought of having sex much either.
“What a shame, buttercup. You were doing so well.” The jar is moved from my back, and before I know it, Chris is slapping me with that leather crop again.
The slaps aren’t hard but they are ten times worse. He’s making me wiggle, showing me softness, and I feel like there’s a build up to something horrible coming. My heart rate rises with each slap that makes me dance for him.
Slobber runs down my chin as he throws the crop down and pushes the first ball into my ass. I scream, not expecting it.
“Relax. It’s so tiny, it can’t possibly hurt you.” It doesn’t hurt. Not even in the slightest but I’m not exactly ready to be violated in my butt either. Still, I yank on the chains, further putting pressure on my arms.
Another ball goes inside of me. This time there’s a small stretch, and I stop moving. “There now. Calm down and enjoy the way it stretches around you. It’s going to be alright.”
I don’t know how I find it in me to calm down enough, but I do. At least, enough to understand that if I fight him, he’s going to make it worse on me. Chris is being gentle at the moment. That’s something. Right?
“You’ve got two beads in you, little one. You’re doing so good.” His praise does funny things to me. I want him to keep being nice, but I’m scared to death. If he would have just explained everything. Maybe that’s the point of all of this. To show me he doesn’t have to explain. That he simply wants me to feel everything happening, and that I have to trust him.
My heart wants to believe that, but my brain isn’t quite there yet. I need to understand his motives and why I am enjoying this so much. Sometimes I wish my brain would just shut off.
Chapter Fifteen
Myplanschanged.Imeant to be cruel to her. To force her hand into accepting anal without a thought as to if she liked it or not. But her anxiety clawed at me. Goddamn feelings all over the place…and that makes me angry.
I find myself not wanting to hurt her. Not until she understands that pain is good. That it can be used to heighten the pleasure.
Fuck. Rubbing her back, I push the third anal bead into her ass. She squeals but I watch her ass jiggle and she pushes back into me. Yes, Jasmine is into this even if she doesn’t understand why.
