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I slid beneath the covers and shut my eyes, hugging SpongeBob to my chest. A tear slid down my cheek, and I sniffled, burrowing my face into SpongeBob’s back.
“I wish you were here,” I croaked.
A warm body slid in bed behind me, and my eyes snapped open, my heart slamming against my breastbone. A familiar, calloused hand slid over my hip and inched my shirt up, and instantly, my eyes welled with tears. The scent of Nikky’s after shave infiltrated my nostrils, and I fucking lost it.
Sobs wracked my chest. Releasing SpongeBob, I rolled over and burrowed against Nikolai’s bare chest, my fingers scrabbling for purchase so I could cling to him. He held me tight against him, burrowing his face in my hair as I cried in sheer relief.
“You’re not supposed to be home yet,” I cried. But fuck, I was not going to complain.
“Don’t hate me,” he rasped, “but I lied. Really regretting it after hearing how miserable you’ve been. I just wanted to surprise you.” He hooked his finger under my chin and tilted my head up. “Merry Christmas, sweet boy.”
“Merry Christmas,” I croaked. I cupped his cheek, sniffling. My eyes were no doubt swollen and bloodshot. My fingers trembled against his stubble-covered cheek. “I really fucking missed you.”
He turned his head and pressed a kiss to my palm before facing me again, his blue eyes filled with warmth and longing. “I missed you, too, baby. So fucking much. I was miserable without you.” He leaned forward and tenderly kissed me. I arched into him, my fingers plunging into his hair as he rolled me to my back. “I’m being shipped off to Germany,” he murmured.
I ripped our mouths apart, my eyes snapping open. I shook my head, a sob building in my chest. Not again. I couldn’t do this again. “No. No, no, no. Not again,” I pleaded. “Don’t leave me again.”
He kissed me again. “Marry me, Jay baby. Let me take you to the courthouse first thing Monday morning, and let me marry you. I’ll take you with me.”
I cupped his cheeks, my nails biting into his skin as his stubble pricked my palms. “You promise?”
He nodded and brushed the tip of his nose along mine. “I promise, Jayden. It’s my next duty station. I’ll finish out my contract there, and then we’ll come back home. As civilians.”
My lips trembled. I could barely see him through my teary eyes. “I love you.”
He smiled then. “I love you, too, baby.” Leaning back on his knees, he hooked his fingers into my pajama pants. “These need to go.”
I eagerly lifted my hips for him, and within a minute, I was stripped bare, sprawled out beneath his massive body. He prepped me just enough to fit inside me, and then, he was sliding inside of me, fucking me into the mattress.
“Nikky,” I moaned, my nails clawing into his back.
“I know, sweet boy,” he growled, his hand gripping my hip. “Fuck—” he thrust into me again, and I whimpered—”you feel like home.”
I sloppily kissed him, our teeth clashing. The headboard slammed against the wall over and over as he owned me.
“Never—ungh—leave me—fuck—again,” I begged.
“Never,” Nikky swore, his fingertips digging into my skin. “I can’t take being apart from you any longer. You’re the other half of my soul.” He slid his hand behind my head and gripped a handful of my hair, his eyes burning brightly as he owned me. “Mine, sweet boy.”
“Yours,” I panted. He pegged that spot inside of me again, and stars exploded. I cried out his name, and he kissed me again, his cock swelling inside of me before his cum spilled inside of me, marking me just as much on the inside as he had on my skin.
