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She gave me her virginity of her own free will. I gave her multiple chances to change her mind, and she didn’t.
Here comes the overwhelming guilt, like a freaking anvil strapped to my back.
Because I’mnotin love with this woman. I’m not in love with any woman.
This isn’t even me.
I don’t do indiscriminate fucks. Which is part of the problem. I was horny, needed release, and I wanted to get laid.
She was here, offering herself up on a platter.
Would I have stopped if I’d known she was a virgin?
I’d like to think I would have.
But fuck…
The way her pussy held my cock.
So tight—a tightness that had nothing to do with her virginity. I could fuck her again tomorrow and she’d still be just as tight. Just as perfectly tight…
Damn, tomorrow…
She’s going to be sore. Does she know that?
I slide the cloth over her once more. It’s a bit cooler now but still warm enough to be a little soothing.
I sigh. “You’re going to be sore.”
“Maybe not.”
“You bled a little. Trust me. You’re going to be sore.”
“But it didn’t hurt that much, Jesse.”
“Some girls hurt more than others after their first time. You’re still going to be sore.”
She closes her eyes, sighs. “Whatever. It was worth it.”
God… The guilt just went from an anvil to a ton of bricks. I don’t have indiscriminate sex, despite my decision to screw around during this trip if it was offered. I sure as hell don’t have indiscriminate sex with young and impressionable women.
How could I have done this to such a sweet girl?
Except Brianna is no girl. I may remember when she was eight years old, but the woman lying before me is a fully grown, fully developed woman.
Any man would want her.
“Look,” I say. “You and Maddie are going to be here the whole time with us on this tour. We’re going to have to come to some kind of an understanding.”
She opens her eyes and meets my gaze, her head still on the pillow. “All right, Jesse. Whatever you want, I will agree to.”
“Seriously?”
“Yes, because you’re right. I did deceive you. I shouldn’t have done that. I don’t want this to change things between us.”
“There was never anything between us, Brianna.”
“That’s what I mean.” She rises and heads toward the bathroom. “I suppose we can’t call ourselves friends. We certainly don’t run in the same circles. But I am friends with Maddie, and I don’t want what happened to change that. I promised Maddie a wonderful trip, and I aim to keep that promise.”
