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He blinks at me. "I only want you safe, Anastasia. If anything happened to you, I - "
He stops.
"I know, and I understand why you feel so driven to protect me. And part of me loves it. I know that if I need you, you'll be there, as I am for you. But if we are to have any hope of a future together, you have to trust me and trust my judgment. Yes, I'll get it wrong sometimes - I'll make mistakes, but I have to learn."
He stares at me, his expression anxious, spurring me to walk round to him so that I am standing between his legs while he sits on the barstool. Grabbing his hands, I put them around me and place my hands on his arms.
"You can't interfere in my job. It's wrong. I don't need you charging in like a white knight to save the day. I know you want to control everything, and I understand why, but you can't. It's an impossible goal... you have to learn to let go." I reach up and stroke his face as he gazes at me, his eyes wide. "And if you can do that - give me that - I'll move in with you," I add softly.
He inhales sharply, surprised. "You'd do that?" he whispers.
"Yes."
"But you don't know me." He frowns and sounds choked and panicky all of a sudden, very un-Fifty.
"I know you well enough, Christian. Nothing you tell me about yourself will frighten me away." I gently run my knuckles across his cheek. His expression turns from anxious to dubious. "But if you could just ease up on me," I plead.
"I'm trying, Anastasia. I couldn't just stand by and let you go to New York with that...
sleazeball. He has an alarming reputation. None of his assistants have lasted more than three months, and they're never retained by the company. I don't want that for you, baby."
He sighs. "I don't want anything to happen to you. You being hurt... the thought fills me with dread. I can't promise not to interfere, not if I think you'll come to harm." He pauses and takes a deep breath. "I love you, Anastasia. I will do everything in my power to protect you. I cannot imagine my life without you."
Holy cow. My inner goddess, my subconscious, and I all gape at Fifty in shock.
Jeez, three little words. My world stands still, tilts, then spins on a new axis; and I savor the moment, gazing into his sincere, beautiful gray eyes.
"I love you, too, Christian." I lean over and kiss him, and the kiss deepens.
Entering unseen, Taylor clears his throat. Christian pulls back, gazing intently at me.
He stands, his arm around my waist.
"Yes?" he snaps at Taylor.
"Mrs. Lincoln is on her way up, sir."
"What?"
Taylor shrugs apologetically. Christian sighs heavily and shakes his head.
"Well, this should be interesting," he mutters and gives me a crooked grin of resigna-tion. Fuck! Why can't that damned woman leave us alone?
Chapter Twelve
"Did you talk to her today?" I ask Christian as we wait for Mrs. Robinson's arrival.
"Yes."
"What did you say?"
"I said that you didn't want to see her, and that I understood your reasons why. I also told her that I didn't appreciate her going behind my back." His gaze is impassive, giving nothing away.
Oh, good. "What did she say?"
"She brushed it off in a way that only Elena can." His mouth flattens to a crooked line.
"Why do you think she's here?"
"I have no idea." Christian shrugs.
Taylor enters the great room again. "Mrs. Lincoln," he announces.
And here she is... Why is she so damned attractive? She's dressed entirely in black: tight jeans, a shirt that emphasizes her perfect figure, and a halo of bright, glossy hair.
Christian pulls me close. "Elena," he says, his tone puzzled.
She gapes at me in shock, frozen to the spot. She blinks before finding her soft voice.
"I'm sorry. I didn't realize you had company, Christian. It's Monday," she says as if this explains why she's here.
"Girlfriend," he says by way of explanation and tilts his head to one side and smirks.
She smiles, a slow, beaming smile directed entirely at him. It's unnerving.
"Of course. Hello, Anastasia. I didn't know you'd be here. I know you don't want to talk to me. I accept that."
"Do you?" I assert quietly, gazing at her and taking all of us by surprise. With a slight frown, she moves farther into the room.
"Yes, I get the message. I'm not here to see you. Like I said, Christian rarely has company during the week." She pauses. "I have a problem, and I need to talk to Christian about it." "Oh?" Christian straightens up. "Do you want a drink?"
"Yes, please," she murmurs gratefully.
Christian fetches a glass while Elena and I stand awkwardly gazing at each other. She fidgets with a large silver ring on her middle finger, while I don't know where to look.
Finally, she gives me a small tight smile and approaches the kitchen island and sits on the bar stool at the end. She obviously knows the place well and feels comfortable moving around here.
Do I stay? Do I go? Oh, this is so difficult. My subconscious scowls at the woman with her most hostile harpy face.
There's so much I want to say to this woman, and none of it complimentary. But she's Christian's friend - his only friend - and for all my loathing of this woman, I am innately polite. Deciding to stay, I sit as gracefully as I can manage on the stool Christian's vacated.
Christian pours wine into each of our glasses and sits between us at the breakfast bar. Can't he feel how weird this is?
"What's up?" he asks her.
Elena looks nervously at me, and Christian reaches over and clasps my hand.
