Page 21 of A Billion Desires


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A kind of sadness blanketed me, but I also felt my pussy clench as I watched him coming inside of her. My emotions confused and confounded me—and I mentally slapped myself for not treating Nick like every other John.

I never should have kissed him.

I never should have let him go down on me—several times.

And I definitely should have insisted he wear protection when I blew him.

All of these things on their own were bad enough.

But I’d done all of them with Nick, breaking my list of rules I’d made for myself when I first started this job four months ago.

It hadn’t exactly been my dream job.

Did any woman actually want to do this for a living?

If given a choice, I mean.

Which I really wasn’t.

Do this—or let your family starve.

Or worse.

Picking between those things, this was the only real choice for a twenty-two year old.

What do you do when your family falls apart and you’re the only one left to pick up the pieces?

Anything you have to.

“Thank you, Charmaine. That was wonderful. You are free to go now,” Nick said as he pulled out of her and helped her up from the bed. I slid up on my elbow, preparing to get up to leave as well, when Nick’s head swiftly turned to me.

The look on his face made me stop and lie back on the bed. My heart began pounding like crazy as I tried to decipher what he wanted next. He sat on the edge of the bed and I heard the snap of his condom as he removed it.

When Nick rose from the bed, his hand deposited the used condom on the sheets behind him.

My morbid sense of curiosity got me again, and I gazed down to look at it and his release.

Only—it was empty.

I blinked a few times, thinking I couldn’t possibly be seeing what I was seeing.

But I was.

Nick’s condom was empty.

He hadn’t come inside of Charmaine.

An odd sense of happiness ran through me as I realized Nick hadn’t orgasmed. When he’d slept with me, there had been many orgasms.

From both of us.

I’d seen the results of his climaxes.

I felt almost—powerful? To know that I had affected Nick differently than Charmaine had, gave me a lot more joy than it probably should.

Nick slipped on his briefs and zipped Charmaine into her dress. He handed Charmaine her purse and coat after she slipped her shoes on.

“Thank you again, my dear.”

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