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I grin at her, remembering how good it got.
“I’m so sorry, Cupcake. So fucking sorry,” CJ groans, his voice pained as he moves to get off me. I lock my legs around him, stopping him. There is no way I went through that for him to stop now.
No way.
I just lost my virginity.
And it’s really fucking painful.
“It’s fine. It’s just a little tender. Go slow?”
He seems torn, ready to bolt, but when I move my hips, biting through the pain, he groans, giving in.
“I love you. I don’t want to hurt you.”
I palm his cheek. “You’ll never hurt me.”
He pulls out until only the tip is left inside, before pushing back in slowly. His eyes close like he’s in pain. “God, you’re so fucking tight.”
“Am I hurting you?”
Sweat beads on his forehead as he glances down at me. “No, Cupcake, you’re just really tight.”
It doesn’t help that he’s really big. Like, seriously big.
I’ve seen dicks before—maybe not in person, but I’m not that sheltered or naïve. His is above average, that much I do know from the things we’ve done before.
“At first, I felt dry because of the pain. It was like my body completely shut down for a second, so I wasn’t as turned on as before,” I admit, blushing.
“But you got into it?” she asks, thankfully not making me feel uncomfortable. I nod, smiling.
I got really into it.
“You feel so good,” CJ moans, thrusting inside me.
The girth of his cock stretches me wide, filling me in a way I’ll never forget. Somehow, I feel closer to him than I’ve ever felt before, and I don’t mean distance wise, but connection wise.
“I love you,” I murmur against his mouth, feeling an orgasm building inside me. I didn’t think I’d have another one, not when he gave me one before we started having sex.
At my words, his thrusts become more frantic, his lips kissing me briefly before he pulls away, breathing heavily.
I grip onto him, my hips moving with his, ignoring the burn and stinging sensation. The more he moves, hitting the spot inside me that sends tingles all the way to my core, the easier it has become to bear with.
“Fuck, I love you,” he growls, right before he changes my life.
A light slap to the cheek shakes me out of the best part of my memory, and I glare at my best friend.
“You really need to stop spacing out, it’s freaking me out.”
“Sorry, I can’t help it. It’s all I’ve been able to think about since it happened. It doesn’t seem real, but the burn between my legs proves otherwise. I never want to forget it, Low. It was amazing.”
“I’m so happy for you, Allie.” She reaches over, pulling me in for a hug before pulling back and smirking at me. “It explains now why CJ was extra chirpy this morning. He could have walked into oncoming traffic and probably not even cared. He was on cloud nine.”
I giggle, falling back on the sofa. “He didn’t want to leave me this morning. After I took a bath last night, we spent most the night kissing and just touching each other. It was then I felt mortified. I thought his mum and you guys were still out in the living room. Thankfully he said you all went across the hall to give us some privacy.” She grins, her eyes shining with happiness for me. “I feel different. I can’t really explain it. I feel closer to him, too. I never knew relationships were like this; I only had my parents to go on. But he’s incredible. I know I’m young, but I can’t picture my life without him. I don’t know whether that makes me stupid or what.”
“Different as in good, then?” she asks, still smiling at me.
“Yep, definitely good.”
