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“Let’s go upstairs,” I said softly. “I want us all to be involved. I want to see you two kiss and touch and pleasure each other.”
“Jesus,” Casper muttered. “Hurry before I jerk off and paint Reed’s car with my cum.”
Reed grabbed Casper’s hand and pulled him toward the door. “I don’t fucking think so. It’s hot in theory, but I don’t want to wipe that shit off my paint. It’s bad enough there are bug guts on it from driving home.”
“You could have driven the Lincoln,” Casper shot back.
“It’s nice out and I wanted to drive the Olds. Besides, you love me in that car.”
“It doesn’t fit you.”
“The fuck it doesn’t. Your cock was hard the entire ride to and from the fair.”
I cleared my throat. “You’re getting off topic.”
“Sorry,” Reed said and reached for my hand. “Let’s go upstairs. Cas is done arguing with me.” Reed shot me a wink. I wondered if their bickering was foreplay or if this was new to them too. Before, they didn’t have a real relationship to go along with sex. I wasn’t as alone in the newness of this as I thought I was.
We climbed the stairs until we got to the upper level and went to Reed’s bedroom. He stopped just inside, turned on the light, and waited for Casper and me to follow. Once inside, I stood unsure of what to do next. How would they want me? Who wanted to touch who first? How did this work with three people?
Reed stepped in front of me. “Focus on us. I know it might not be easy. We won’t hurt you.”
Shaking my head, I said, “It’s not that. I don’t know what I’m doing. I don’t know how to touch you like you both need. This is foreign to me.”
“Do you want to watch Cas and me? You can jump in or not, completely up to you. That way, you can focus on us instead of worrying about doing what you think we’d want you to. We want you to let go, El. In here, it’s just us, no one else. There’s no judgment. No rules. No right or wrong way to do anything.”
“Okay. Let’s do that.”
“Come sit on the bed so you have a front-row seat. There’s nothing like seeing Cas when he gives in to what he wants.” I didn’t doubt his words. Casper had many sides, and I was learning each one.
I got onto the bed with my back against the headboard. Reed leaned down to give me a chaste kiss. I had to resist chasing him for more. What he was offering made sense and eased my racing heart. I wouldn’t be in the spotlight. This would be their show. I was the spectator. And if I wanted to join in, to touch them and be in the middle, they’d welcome me.
They didn’t realize how many gifts they’d given me since we’d met. Not only did they bring me into their fold, into their family, they breathed life into me again. They gave me room to move at my own pace. They helped me find a job where I was safe and didn’t have to worry about someone hurting me. Their family stood by me when I told them about my past. That same family was there when the past came roaring back and they stood between me and him. Their support meant everything. I couldn’t repay them for what they’d done. But I could love Casper and Reed with all of me. Show everyone how much they meant to me. Honor and cherish them as much as they had me.
That was what I felt—love. It grew every day. I loved them deeply. So much I got choked up. This kind of love, this feeling I couldn’t describe, it was so damn big, I wanted to tell the world. Although, the only people who needed to know were the ones in front of me. I’d wait to tell them. I wanted this moment to be about something else. Not them saying the words back because they felt obligated. When the words were spoken, I needed to know beyond any doubt they meant them.
Reed stood in front of Casper, placing his hand on Casper’s chest. Their eyes met. Inches separated them in height, but even though Reed probably felt like Casper had all the power, looking at them now, it was obvious Reed was the one with the control. Casper might not have let him know it in the past. As he leaned forward and dropped his forehead on Reed’s, he gave himself over.
“I’m yours, my love.”
Reed sucked in a breath. “That’s what I’d say to you.”
“And now I’m telling you the words I should have said a long time ago. I’m yours, Reed. Yours and Elic’s. You have all of me.”
“I won’t hurt you, Cas.”
“I’m not worried about that.”
“You won’t hurt us either.”
“I don’t want to.”
“Casper?” I said from my spot on the bed. He turned to look at me but didn’t move away from Reed. “He’s right. You won’t hurt us.”
“You’re staying here, baby,” Reed added. “With us, and you’re going to let yourself feel everything you’ve denied yourself for years. We’re yours.”
“Fuck,” Casper whispered.
Reed’s hands went behind Casper, underneath the back of his shirt. The shiver that worked its way over Casper couldn’t be hidden. I saw it from where I sat on the bed. Anticipation flooded me. I had no idea what they were going to do, whether they’d go slow or fast, but I couldn’t wait to find out.
