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Cecilia.
My heart picks up its pace as she gets closer when I realize it’s not Cecilia at all but a woman who looks a lot like her. Similar blonde hair. Similar build. But the facial features are different. Cecilia has a softer face while this woman is more striking.
She approaches the bar and orders a drink—something fruity by the sounds of it. She glances my way and does a doubletake. “Hi,” she finally says, grabbing her drink and taking a sip.
“Hi.” This is it. This woman can help me forget about Cecilia for the night. I extend my hand to her. “I’m Theo.”
“Kate.” At least her name is vastly different from Cecilia’s.
“Nice to meet you, Kate. You come here often?”
She chuckles. “Really? That’s your line?” I shrug. “Sure. I come here often. What about you?” She eyes me over. It feels good to be desired by someone.
The sudden flash of big blue eyes staring up at me goes through my mind. The feeling of Cecilia in my arms as I caught her from falling. The way she looked up at me like I was her personal hero.Thatfelt good.
But it was also wrong.
I push the memories from my mind and answer Kate’s question. “I’ve never been here before,” I admit, speaking louder to be heard over the music.
“I’m glad you showed up tonight,” she flirts, rolling her straw around with her lips.
“Want to get out of here?” I ask.
She sets her drink down. “I barely know you.”
“I know. But do you want to get out of here?”
After a moment of consideration, she smiles and says, “Yes.”
We leave the club and take a taxi to her apartment. We’re already kissing by the time we set foot inside.
It doesn’t take long before we’re fucking.
Kate’s body is a dream. She knows exactly where to touch to get me off, and she’s confident enough to tell me exactly where she wants me to touch her. It’s honestly some of the best sex I’ve ever had.
And yet, Cecilia keeps entering my mind, and I keep having to push her away. I cannot be thinking of Cecilia while fucking another woman. I can’t.
I thrust hard into Kate as she moans and digs her fingers into my back. I’m getting close. I increase my pace, and with a final thrust, I come.
“Cecilia,” I call out.
Kate freezes underneath me. “What?”
Shit. I glance down at her, realizing my mistake. I just moaned Cecilia’s name as I came. “Kate, I’m … I’m sorry.”
She pushes me off her. “Seriously? You just called out another woman’s name.”
“I know.” Not my finest moment. “I’m sorry.”
“Just go,” she snaps, slipping her clothes back on. “You ruined it.”
I don’t argue with her as I throw the condom away and get dressed. I’m almost to the door when Kate calls out to me.
“Who is she?” she asks. “This … Cecilia?”
“She’s …” The woman I can’t stop thinking about. “She’s no one.”
Kate huffs, crossing her arms. “I doubt she’s no one. Sex makes people lose their inhibitions. Let me give you some advice? Next time, either don’t call out her name when you’re fucking another woman or just fuck her instead.”
