Page 83 of Elusive Surrender


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“Let’s start with a few questions. First, how long have you known you were submissive?”

She nods, surprisingly at ease with the question. “I could tell there was something different about my relationships than those of my friends early on.” She shrugs. “I kept waiting for one of the guys I dated in school to take charge, but it really didn’t happen until after high school. And when it did, it was great. But he wasn’t looking for a long-term relationship with one person. Her lips tighten. “Sorry, more than you asked. I’ve probably known since I started dating; I just didn’t know what to call it. And, I’ve only had a relationship with one man in that role. The rest of the time, it’s just been me coming to the club here and there to let off a little steam.”

I nod, taking mental notes. “So you’re monogamous, but he wasn’t?”

“Pretty much. I’m not a very good partner for someone who likes to spread himself around while in a relationship with me. Many of the tops do. That’s why I don’t do relationships. It’s not something I want to go through again.”

“And do you like to be shared, Allie?”

She shakes her head, and her eyes lift to meet mine. “No, I’ve never tried it, but I don’t think it would be a good fit. If you’re in a relationship, then you should just be with that person. It’s probably old-fashioned, but it’s how I feel.”

I nod. “Fair enough, but you answered that as if you were viewing it inside a relationship. What if you weren’t in a relationship but just blowing off steam? Is sharing allowed then? With one other partner, multiple partners, or none?”

The tightening of her jaw lets me know what she thinks before she even speaks. “No, definitely not. That girl is not me. I just can’t do it.”

Allie has all the submissive qualities that I love and a perfect sense of who and what she is and can be counted on to tell me honestly what she likes, doesn’t like, and what’s on her mind. “So no sharing on either side when we play together at the club.”

“Exactly,” she agrees, standing by her convictions which I find immensely pleasing.

“Do you have a safe word you normally use?”

“No, I’ve picked a couple here and there, and some of the doms have their own.”

I nod. “You’ll choose one that has meaning or, at least, that you’ll remember, but not one you’ve used with a previous partner.”

“Yes, sir.”

My cock stirs at her use of the address. “Open to bondage, suspension, spanking with open hand, paddles of different varieties, and floggers?”

She blushes so pretty that my cock throbs hard in my pants, straining to get even closer to her heat. “I’ll take that as a yes to all. Any hard limits related to those that I’ve mentioned?”

“No whips or belts.”

“Noted.” Her tendencies most likely don’t lend themselves to masochism, but I’ve learned never to assume. “And your desires for pain?”

“I like flogging, especially some of the falls, and getting spanked, even with the paddle. Anything harder than that, and I’ll probably run for the hills.” She pauses and swallows. “I love to be tied up, but I’ve never tried it with my eyes covered. I’ve never had a partner who experimented with implements, but I would be open to that. And the swing looks like it would be amazing,” she answers, her dilated eyes sparkling with desire.

“Nipple clamps, gags, dildos?”

She nods. “I’ve never tried those things, well the dildo, but alone and not at the club, but would love to.” Her shy enthusiasm causes something in my chest to catch, knowing that while she may have played, she’s never really done anything that I want to teach her. I know exactly what I’ll be shopping for later tonight.

“There are a variety of other things to take into consideration when we start playing with implements. When we get to those, we’ll have discussions beforehand to ensure you’re comfortable. Anything that I should scratch from the try list that you can think of now?”

“Enemas. I don’t want to do that for sure. Fisting?” She shrugs. “I’m not sure about that.”

I nod, making a note on my copy. “That leads us into anatomy and what you will and will not allow. Insertion of my cock into your vagina and mouth?”

Her blush and pebbled nipples are exactly what I expected. “Those are both okay with precautions.”

“Excellent. The club should have both of our records, but when were you tested last?”

“A few months ago.”

“And you haven't been with a partner since?”

She shakes her head.

“Good. I was just tested a few days ago. I haven’t been to the club for a while and knew I’d be coming. It’s a club requirement.”

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