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The kiss slowed, and I forced myself to douse the flames. It was a struggle, all my pent-up need pushing at me, but I knew she needed to rest. I laid down next to her and pulled her against my chest, kissing the top of her head.
“Sleep, Tracy. We’re all here for you, whenever you need us.”
The only answer was the soft, even sound of her breathing.
15
TRACY
My sleep was fitful. At least four times during the night, I woke to sharp pain in my lower belly. And each time, my alphas were there. With soothing hot towels, comforting words, the press of their warm bodies, and even their purrs.
My alphas.
Ben had said they were mine. He’d given me permission to have these possessive feelings, and I couldn’t stop thinking of them that way now. But it meant they probably thought I was theirs. Their omega.
Dawn cast pale light over the pile of us in the nest. The room was chilly, the fire having died down overnight. I wasn’t cold, though. I was tucked between Ben and Michael, with Griffin sprawled at my feet, his huge hand on my calf. Blanketscovered me, but I could tell it was Ben’s hand on my waist, and Michael’s on my ass.
I didn’t move. The three of them were still asleep, no doubt exhausted, and I didn’t want to disturb them. In a little while, I wouldn’t have much choice.
I’d always taken suppressants during my heats, so I wasn’t entirely sure what to expect. I swallowed thickly, thinking about how needy I got, even on the medication. Without it, I was going to be desperate. Feral.
My body was transitioning from cramping to what was to come. I had a moment to think, a window of quiet and clarity. Unfortunately, I didn’t feel very clear about anything.
They’d shown that they cared for me with their words and actions. What was my fucking problem? Couldn’t I be Tracy and be their omega too? For the first time in years, it felt like I wanted that. Like I could believe it was possible to be both.
But I was still conflicted. This was too rushed. I couldn’t hand them my heart on a platter and ask to be their omega. Fuck, what if they thought omegas should stay home and have babies all the time? Okay, they probably didn’t…
But they were all really busy. I was busy. What would a relationship with the three of them even look like? We hadn’t discussed it.
I’d told Michael I didn’t want to discuss the future.
Which left me right back where I started. Surrounded by really good alphas, who I really liked. Who all smelled fucking delicious.
And yeah, I didn’t have a crystal ball. I couldn’t see how this would end. Fuck it. I could enjoy myself for a few days.
A sudden rush of slick between my legs had me whining, and my thoughts all turned to one thing. Ben stirred, his nostrils flaring.
“You need my knot, baby?” He looked adorable, eyes blinking open, his tangled red hair sticking up from his head.
I couldn’t seem to form words. Another whine came from my lips as I reached for his jeans.
And then everything was in motion. Griffin was pulling off my pants and underwear. Michael was lifting me to take off my shirt, then unhooking my bra. Ben was quickly undressing himself. His steady, strong voice washed over me, making me shiver.
“We’re here, Tracy. You’re going to take us so well.”
The other two backed away, giving us space, but they were watching. I could feel their eyes on every inch of my body, sending goosebumps racing across my skin as I lay propped up on my elbows. My breasts felt heavy, nipples tight, and I let out a shuddering breath.
I drank in the sight of Ben’s muscular frame on full display. His cock was long and thick, perfect forfilling me. I could see his knot at the base, swollen and ready.
My hips lifted, seeking and needing. Ben pushed me back down on the mattress as he lowered himself over me. He leaned down to whisper in my ear, and my lavender perfume mixed with his herbal alpha scent, the fragrance reminding me of a cool, sunny meadow.
“I know what you need, and I won’t make you wait for it. I’m going to go easy on you your first time taking a knot. Just this time, baby. It’s gonna feel so good.”
He traced the shell of my ear with his tongue and nipped at the lobe. I arched under his weight, gripping his shoulders. If I’d felt any anxiety before, it was gone. Ben would take care of me. I was safe with him, soothed by his scent and the solid pressure of his skin against mine.
Then his lips were on me, dragging across my jaw, until he found my mouth. When his tongue delved inside, I gripped him even tighter, pressing my body against him. The kiss was wild, even more intense than the night before. He held my face and stroked his fingers into my hair, tugging slightly.
All the sensations had me moaning. My skin sliding along his, the pull at my scalp, the way he plundered my mouth. Our breaths mingled, like we were trying to breathe each other’s air. His teethscraped against my bottom lip, and more slick coated my thighs.
