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"Shit," I breathed, lifting my hips.
At the same time, he was reaching for the table beside him, pulling his mouth away to look at the supplies he'd put out. When his hand landed on the lube, I made a noise to stop him.
"Condom first," I decided.
That earned me a little smile. "Oh, so you're gonna go for missionary? Figured you'd flip me over, bad boy."
I grabbed the condom the moment he offered it, then leaned back onto my knees to worry about getting the thing on. While my hands focused on that, I answered his question.
"I wanna see what it looks like when the man I've been crushing on for two years gets off."
He teased his eye-tooth with the tip of his tongue, taunting me. "A crush, huh?"
"Fuck off." I got the condom rolled down, so gestured for him to pass me the lube.
He handed it over, but those dark eyes were still watching me - and not my dick. "You're a lot like her, you know."
I poured a handful of the gel into my palm, then wiped it all around my dick. "Cody?"
"Mhm."
Which made me pause. "Is that what you wanted? A shy and gentle lover in your bed?"
"Shit," he drawled, reaching over to caress my thigh. "I have a feeling there's a real big difference between shy and her being a rookie. Figure both of ya are nice, you're both real pretty to look at, and you both get me crazy hard. You're also both tougher than nails, and I think that's fuckin' hot."
I poured a little more lube into my hand. "What is it you want from this, J.D.?"
"You." His answer hung between us for a moment. "Oh, if all you want is a fuck, I'm down for that too. But what I want?" His eyes slid down my body. "A fuckin' chance."
I closed the bottle and tossed the lube to the side, then leaned over him, holding myself off his body with my left hand. When we were close enough, I kissed him, refusing to stop until his hands were on my back again and he'd stopped worrying about what came next.
Which was when I pulled back just enough to whisper, "I've never done more than one night with a guy."
He snuck in another kiss. "Wanna try?"
"Fuck yeah," I breathed before reaching down and coating his ass with the lube in my other hand.
It was warm now, at least. He still sucked in a breath and clenched, but it let me play with him. As his hips shifted, his dick pressed against mine. Condom to skin, the lube was enough to let me slide instead of grind. Then he joined in, shifting to press his shaft to mine, which was when I pressed a finger against the pucker of his ass.
This close, I couldn't miss how his eyes closed. I loved how his biceps flexed, almost like he was straining to hold on to something, even though the caresses against my back didn't get any harder. No, J.D. was being vulnerable right now, and damned if it wasn't one of the most amazing things I'd ever seen.
He didn't fight me. As I fingered his ass, he pushed, flexed, and rocked with it. When I added a second finger, his body let me right in, and I couldn't wait anymore. I needed to feel him, to hear him groan with pleasure. Fuck, if I was honest, I needed to take care of him, and right now that meant making him feel real good.
A shift of my hips and my dick slid down. I had to grab the thing to angle it right, but when I pushed in, he pushed back like he was ready to take what he wanted. J.D., it seemed, could be one hell of a power bottom, but I was gonna be real careful with him. Gentle even, because this was not gonna be about conquest.
His body was so hot, his ass so tight, but the look on his face was the best. Seeing his lips part and his pupils flare was beautiful. Feeling his leg shift to hook against the back of mine, pulling me closer, was too. As I eased myself all the way in, I paused to bend and kiss him one more time. Then again. I was not about to move until we both relaxed and stopped overthinking this.
"Relax," I said softly. "I'm not gonna hurt you, because I know you'd make me pay."
His eyes slipped closed. "Slowly," he said. It wasn't begging, or even a request, but I understood.
So I moved. His hips lifted, rocking with me. When I pushed back in, he was right there, but things had changed again. The fight was gone. The battle had been postponed. Whatever power struggle I'd started by blowing him, J.D. had just finished by gifting me with his body, and I knew I was the one who'd "lost" this round. If this could honestly be considered losing.
Because seeing him like this? Yeah, once would not be enough. Feeling him clench around me? I stopped holding back, bracing for him to kick me out when we were done, never talk to me again, or whatever other subconscious fears were pinging around in my head. I just moved, rocking into his body slowly as I explored.
With each press, my eyes were locked on his face, looking for some sign of what he liked. With every pass of my dick in his ass, I sought out the best spot, wanting to hear this man at least suck in a breath. The hard muscles of his chest pressed against mine as our bodies slid together, and his hands pulled, setting the tempo, but he was giving me so little.
Then I found it. As my dick slid a little deeper, J.D.'s eyes jumped open and his hands clenched against my back. His entire body reacted, and I knew that was it, so I did it again, and the quiet lover beneath me became everything I'd expected.
