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"He's right behind you."
My chest is filled with anger as I whirl to face the bed. I can’t wait to tell Miss Black Bra she’s wrong.
The second I really look, I see Cross's face. A cry rises in my throat, and there it dies. There is too much gauze around his head. There’s a tube running from a ventilator to his chapped lips, bent in a stiff snarl.
It's like a giant is stepping on my sternum as I whirl on Black Bra, finding the curtain in place. I can hear a rustling sound as she changes behind it. I don't care. I snatch it open.
I hear her swift intake of breath, and then she's there in front of me, reddish hair rumpled, eyes wide and alarmed.
"What the hell happened to him? Why is he intubated? Who’s in charge here?”
I can tell by the way her eyes widen that she's clueless, even before she smooths her mouth into a line and says, "I don't know, ma'am. You know, it's a Saturday and we don't—"
"No." I grit my teeth. "I don't care what day of the week it is, I want to know what happened to him." My voice is raised, almost to a yell, but I don't care. "If you can’t tell me what happened find me someone who can."
She’s looking at me like I belong in the psych building next door, but I don’t care. "What has he been like today? Has he moved or anything?" I glare at the gauze around his head. "Did someone drop him when they moved him here?"
The nurse scowls at me. "I can't share details with you. You're not family. You’re not supposed to be—"
I whip out my phony license, the one that says Elizabeth Carlson, and shove it in her face. Her eyes harden, and it's like she wants to say the words she says. "He had a bleed."
"He had a what?"
She nods, folding her arms. "He had a brain bleed during the transport over." Her gaze on mine hardens. "He had a stroke." A small sigh escapes her lips, and she gives me a tired look. "I don't know much about it cause I wasn't here. They said he might have been experiencing some pain."
"That caused a stroke? How the hell does that happen? Like, his blood pressure went up really high or something?
The nurse is moving closer to the door and I am moving with her, fully prepared to block her way if she tries to leave without giving me the long explanation.
"I don't know ma'am." She shrugs. "I'm not the one in charge. The doctors are."
Her hand is on the door, and I step in front of it. "What's he been doing today? Are you weaning him off the ventilator?”
"No. He needs it."
"Has he moved or anything? Squeezed anyone's hand? Like, a visitor's?"
She blinks. "I don't know. We can't sit in here with them all day."
I know I promised to be in and out, but now that I've seen Cross, I just can't do that. "What nurse is watching him this shift?"
She’s defensive now. "I am."
Obviously. I swallow, putting my hand on Cross's bed railing. Suddenly I'm feeling faint. I glance at Cross. He looks so pale and...dead. He looks dead. Helplessness floods me, and I want to scream, but I can barely whisper. "So he's just...pretty much lying here?"
It's a stupid thing to say, but I'm holding back tears.
"That's what they do mostly."
My blood boils. Did this woman go to nursing school? He’s not some vegetable! He had a stroke, apparently, but he's going to be okay. She doesn't know jack. No one here does.
"He's been getting N-therapy. He opened his eyes and talked to me the other day." Tears fill my eyes, and I do my best to blink them back as her frown deepens. "He's not in a persistent vegetative state. He's responded to stimuli, just this week. He's doing some kind of therapy here, like N-therapy, right? You have something similar?”
I look at the dark-haired guy in the bed, still wide-shouldered, still handsome, even with his chapped lips and the tube stretching his mouth.
The nurse dips her head again, and when she raises it, I can see the pity in her eyes. "I'm sorry," she says. "I shouldn't have said it like that. I don't know about him yet." She shifts the bag, holding her soiled shirt, from one hand to the other, looking contrite. "Why don't you stay here a minute. Talk to him. You can come back Monday, when hours are open again."
"I can't come Sunday?"
