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He keeps going and I can’t help the involuntary moan that escapes my mouth. He’s just hit a spot inside me that I didn’t even know I had!
I pull him to me and kiss him so the sounds escape into his mouth.
He starts to go a little faster, and I don’t tell him to stop. This is how it’s meant to be, right?
Bret keeps going and whispers to me, “You’re okay?”
“Yeah,” I croak out the word.
The truth is—I don’t know what I’m feeling.I’m trapped inside a world of sensations I’ve never experienced before. I can’t focus on everything all at once. I didn’t even realize my hips have been moving with Bret’s and we’ve formed some kind of rhythm, connected together.
We’re one person right now.
I know that I love him.
And that he loves me.
I know that you could set a watch to the pace of my breathing.
I also know that I’m suddenlyveryaware of every part of my body and what it’s doing.
Now I know that pain can also be pleasure.
Bret whispers, “Lara, I’m going to cum.”
“Cum inside me, I’m on the pill.”
He goes faster and deeper…he stretches me and fills me and hits something so deep inside me that I cry out.
I yell, “Don’t stop!” Because I don’t want him to. I want him to finish. The thrusts hurt, but this is not sex, we’re making love.
Love hurts.
“God!” Bret grunts and I feel a hot load shooting inside of me. It’s surprising…I know what’s coming but it surprises me anyway! It’s like a goddamn fire hose!
I hold on to him as tight as I can while he thrusts deeply three more times and empties himself.
Only now am I hearing how hard he’s been breathing. He’s panting when he finally stops and kisses me softly.
When he pulls out of me, he rolls to the side and grabs the fresh box of tissues I’ve left on the nightstand. He rips out a few and turns back to clean up the mess he’s made.
It’s oozing out of me. There’s the jizz, of course, but also some red—which is to be expected, given that it’s my first time.
He’s sweet to clean me like this. I use the time to convince myself I’m not having a heart attack and the thudding in my chest is a natural one.
When he’s done, he smiles, kisses my right nipple, then kisses me on the lips, lays back and puts his arm around me to cuddle.
“How was it?” Bret kisses my forehead.
“You’re staying tonight, right? You’re not leaving?”That’s the fucking oxytocin…the love chemical in my brain. I knew it. I’m only human after all.
“Of course, I’m staying,” he kisses the tip of my nose. “Are you okay?”
“To be honest, I’m still trying to make sense of the experience,” I peck him on the chin.
“It gets better with practice.”
“I think it will, it feels sore, but right now I also feel like I’m glowing, Mr. Handsome face.”
