Page 510 of Not Over You


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I was ashamed of my fantasies.

No good girl wants that.

But I do. I want all of it and I want them.

From the boys I had a crush on to the men I lusted after, these two have always been with me.

Shane spoke to me tonight like he could see into my heart and hearing Alex tell me my fantasies made me perfect for them is filling me with all kinds of nervous excitement.

I’ve kept my secrets for so long.

After Annie, I just put my head down and survived day by day, and now everything has changed.

My heart beats into my chest as I look between both men, and their gaze is filled with so much more than friendly affection.

I can’t hide from them. Shane is right, I trust them more than anyone.

Shane’s eyes are set firmly on mine as he speaks.

“Alex, lock the door.”

A shiver runs through me culminating in goosebumps swelling along my flesh.

Gone are the boys I called my friends. The innocent laughter and inside jokes are a distant memory. They know my darkest secrets now.

Leaning in, Shane drops his voice. His tone is calm, calculated. “We all know you’re not a slut, Willow. But you want to be dirty for us. Don’t you, Kitten?” The dominance in his tone makes my skin tingle.

I do want that, badly.

I nod.

“Say it.” Shane’s voice is a whisper and I watch him, squared on me with Alex standing just behind him waiting for my answer.

“Yes.”

“Yes, what?” Alex prompts me to tell them exactly what I want and I never imagined someone as gentle as him would talk to me like this. Well, actually I did, but those were just my fantasies, until now.

“I—I want to be—dirty.” My last word is whispered.

“Good girl. Now I know you feel nervous and you do need to answer for tonight. I’d like to help calm you and even things out between us.” Shane’s words hold dark promises that I’m not sure about yet.

Between both of them, Shane is the one who always tested boundaries at school.

“H-how?” At my question, Shane’s lips twitch into a smirk.

“I want to punish you, and I want Alex to watch me spank you.” Shane’s words hit me hard.

I’ve imagined being spanked since high school. I’ve only ever imagined it though. I’ve never experienced it. It’s such an intimate, exposing act and I had accepted I would never know how it would feel.

“Yes, Shane.” Both men shift as I answer.

“Very good. I’m going to use my palm. I want to touch your bare ass. Stand up.” Shane extends his hand to help me stand and I take it.

My senses are heightened.

As I rise, the thin fabric of my dress slides loose covering my thighs, and it brushes against the soft hairs on my legs, drawing goosebumps.

Alex smiles as he extends his hand without speaking. It’s comforting and I release Shane’s hold to reach out to take it.

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