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I rinse the dishes while he does his thing out on the deck. It’s late and I’m tired and that’s when my mind starts fucking with me. Making me believe that what Zane and I have is real and how being with him seems too good to be true. Too perfect.
I’m so lost in thought that I jump when he wraps his arms around me and nuzzles into my neck. The sensitive spot right below my ear that gets me every time. I say the first thing that comes to mind. “I don’t have anything to wear in the hot tub.”
“I know. Why do you think I invited you to go in with me? Clothing is such a waste of time. You can wear my shirt if that makes you more comfortable. Let’s go, leave the dishes until tomorrow.”
Zane grabs our drinks before heading outside. It’s such a beautiful night which is a rare occurrence in Seattle. Clear with a sky full of stars. It’s exactly what romance novels are made of and it gives me hope.
After slipping in the hot, soothing water, I grab the drinks so he can take off his jeans. I chose to wear the shirt instead of going naked. But the man has no shame and that’s what makes him so attractive and exciting. He’s comfortable in his own skin and I truly envy him.
The shirt is now wrapped around my boobs, leaving me fully exposed from the waist down. Oh well, I suppose it’s easy access for Zane and more fun for me.
I set down the drinks on the ledge, straddle his lap and grind myself against his hard cock. It feels so damn good that I want to envelop him so he’s seated deep inside of me. The next thing I know I’m kneeling on the seat with Zane impaling me from behind. For a moment I’m disoriented, until desire takes me to a whole new level.
“Is this what you want? My hard cock fucking your greedy pussy? Fuck, you’re so tight and wet for me.” When his teeth sink into my shoulder, I can’t hold back. I explode around his thrusting cock. I don’t know what it is about this man that makes my body come alive with lust and want.
“Now I’m going to fuck you so damn hard you’ll feel me for days.” Zane changes positions so I’m straddling his lap once again. I like this position because I want to watch the ecstasy on his face when he comes.
I wrap my arms around his neck and just hold on while he pumps his hips. My eyes are closed, my head is thrown back and I’m lost in the lust that is Zane Sinclair. I can feel another orgasm building and I’m so close when he says, “I want you to come for me. Now.” He swallows down my little mewls with his mouth as my pussy spasms around his hard length. Then we both come in perfect harmony.
CHAPTER 19
ZANE
Last night we didn’t have the energy to climb the stairs, so we slept on the sofa. With her back to my front and our legs tangled together. Now I’m wide awake, but I don’t have the heart to move since she’s sleeping so soundly. Just because I’m used to the late nights and early mornings doesn’t mean Lili is. In fact, I’d be willing to bet she writes and sleeps whenever the mood strikes, schedule be damned. Much like how I paint.
By the seat of my pants.
Besides, there might have been a bit of jet lag on her part since she came here right after her flight.
When she changes positions, I take that as my cue to slide off the end of the couch. It’s not pretty and it takes a few clever maneuvers on my part but I’m free. I silently wait until she’s settled once again before searching for my phone. I’d be a fool to go to work today since I have a beautiful woman who came here just for me.
I immediately send Drew a quick text letting him know I’m taking the day off, but I’ll be in first thing in the morning. I make up some lame excuse about not feeling well and need the day to recoup before the afterparty this weekend. Should I feel guilty? Hell no, but I do feel like I just gave the principal a heads up that I was ditching school. Any remorse I may have felt disintegrates the minute I turn around and see Lili all curled up, hugging a pillow. She’s the reason I’m playing hooky. And God knows it won’t be the last time.
Grabbing my cigs, I head out on the deck for a much-needed smoke. I can’t help chuckling when I see the hot tub in all its blazing glory, still uncovered. The bubbles are a significant reminder of the good time Lili and I shared last night.
After shutting it down and securing the cover, I light up a cigarette. Why does that first drag bring me to my knees? ‘Cause there’s no doubt in my mind I’m hooked when I need a cig first thing in the morning. Fuck vices!
I settle into my chair and watch the boats come in with the catch of the day. I almost hate to admit it, but I’ve lived here for years and have never taken the time to sit out here, until now. My schedule keeps me on a tight rein and it saddens me to know that my life’s passing by so quickly. I shake off that depressing thought and scroll through my messages.
And there it is. A reply from my unknown.
It’s sadly apparent that you are lacking consideration
Or is that your excuse for blatant thoughtlessness
Since your concern is unfounded and utterly pathetic
You’re weak and I’m the one who’s strong
I’ll admit I’m a bit pissed since all I really set out to do was show her a little bit of compassion. Perhaps I went about it in the wrong way, but I really meant her no harm. Now my mind is working overtime for a venomous comeback but I’m coming up empty. Which is a good thing since that’s what she’s expecting. So I’m going to flip this around and kill her with kindness. It will throw her off her game and shake things up a bit.
I light up another cig, close my eyes and contemplate my next move.
I believed by answering to offer my support
You wouldn’t carry such a sense of abandonment
My only objective was to give you peace
