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“Elle!” I give her a nudge.
She shrugs.
“It’s okay,” Cindy says, waving it off. “It’s good to have you girls to talk to. Em and Susie back home think I’m a little nuts as well, though they respect what I’m about. It’s getting increasingly harder.”
“I bet his dick is, too!” Wren wails.
We all laugh.
“But in question to what we’ve done, well, we’ve had a romp or two with our clothes on,” she says. “I haven’t gone down on him or anything like that, or him me.”
“Have you seen any of his flesh?” I ask, a little shocked and dumbfounded. I thought they were getting it on ages ago.
She shakes her head. “No, it hasn’t been like that. We went on a few dates. It hasn’t led to sex. But he obviously wants to take things further.”
“I bet he does!” Wren giggles.
“I mean, he wants us to be official. He’s respectful of my beliefs, and he hasn’t pushed me into anything.”
“That’s so sweet,” Elle croons. “Why can’t I find a nice guy like that? I mean, I’d wanna jump his bones straight up. No offense, Cindy. But knowing what I’m getting myself in for before it gets official would be good, too.”
Cindy laughs. “Make sure you don’t get a dud?”
“Exactly!”
“I’m sure Ty Peterson could never be a dud.” Wren shakes her head. “I don’t know how you can stand it, Cindy.”
“Well, tonight could be the night,” she says. “I brought my sexiest underwear, you know, just in case.”
“Just in case, my ass, you need to jump this guy!” Elle enthuses. “At least give the poor guy a blowjob.”
“Elle!” I chastise after what Cindy just said about her being more on the conservative side.
Elle slaps a hand over her mouth. “I know, I’m sorry, Cindy. I didn’t mean?—”
Cindy shakes her head, laughing. “It’s okay. Trust me, it’s getting harder and harder.”
“Speaking of hard…” Wren trails off, eyeing me suggestively as we take our seats.
The players are just about to get called from the looks of things, as most of the crowd are settling into their seats. “Please elaborate on Ashton’s dick for those of us that have heard absolutely nothing yet!”
My cheeks flush again.
“Oh my God, she’s blushing ‘cause he’s got Godzilla down his pants!” Elle enthuses. “I knew it!”
I nod my head, not even trying to deny my redness is from the cold of the stadium. “Alright, I will say he is a monster in that department, but that’s all I can reveal right now.”
Wren gives me a good old nudge in the ribs for good measure. “You go, girl!”
Elle looks as pleased as punch, and Cindy is quietly laughing while shaking her head.
Some things I have to keep for myself, but it’s not like I can hide everything from them. I know I’m falling for Ashton, and yes, that’s bringing up things for me.
I have a fear of commitment. Even in the last relationship I was in, I wasn’t all in. I’ve never been all in. I don’t even know how to be.
My parents’ divorce did things to me, even if I was a grown woman when it happened.
I questioned everything I believed and everything I knew until that point, because my parents always had it together. I never thought it could happen to them.
