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I laughed in spite of the tears I could feel welling up in my eyes. I thought I’d already cried more that day than was humanly possible, but my body seemed ready with more waterworks on standby.
“That’s not a great thing for us to have in common,” I said. “But I guess I’ll take it.”
Cade snickered but didn’t interrupt as Boone continued. “Well, to be honest, we don’t have it in common anymore. I didn’t know how to handle it then, but I know exactly what I need to do now.”
He walked me over to the bed and waited while I sat down, then they sat on either side of me. It felt a little surreal—maybe because the last time we’d all been together on this bed, it had been under very different circumstances. And even though I still didn’t know exactly what Boone was going to say or do, he was being so slow and deliberate that I knew it was important. This was a big deal for him.
“Going and dealing with that fire made me realize something,” Boone said. “I realized that I haven’t been really living my life these past few years. I’ve been going through the motions. I’ve been too scared to let myself experience any feelings at all, scared that God might decide any minute to take it all away from me again.” He paused and shook his head, his eyes suspiciously bright with emotion. “But I realized tonight, after I thought I’d lost you and when I thought we were going to lose everything on the ranch, too… I realized that I couldn’t be afraid of love anymore. Somehow, I’d let myself miss out on love and had still lost it all. And fuck that, you know? If I’m going to risk losing everything anyway, I want to at least be able to say that I’ve lived my life—that I’ve loved… that I’ve loved you, Janessa.”
He’d been talking so fast and his words had been so heartfelt that it took a moment for my brain to catch up. God, he’d had me crying from the beginning, but when I finally understood exactly what he was saying?
I threw my arms around him and hugged him tighter than I’d ever hugged anyone before. “Are you saying…” I was almost scared to let the words come out of my mouth. “That you… love me?”
“Yes,” he answered without hesitating. “I love you. I’ve been in love with you. I’ve just been too scared and too stupid to admit it.”
“We both love you,” Cade added, putting his big arms around both of us. “And we hope you’ll give us a chance to prove it. We want to be with you, beautiful, if you’ll let us. If you’ll forgive us both for the way we handled things earlier.”
“Of course I forgive you,” I said, smiling as I dashed at my tears. “There’s nothing to forgive. I love you both so much.”
I turned from Boone and kissed Cade, loving the way he instantly pulled me closer. And then I felt Boone’s hands sliding up the back of my shirt, caressing me, wanting me… loving me.
Without another word, I shrugged out of my shirt and bra, then raised my hips so Boone could help me out of the loose pants I’d thrown on.
I shivered with anticipation as I watched them both get undressed next to me. “Lie back, beautiful,” Cade whispered. “Are you cold?”
“No,” I said, shivering again as his hands moved up my inner thighs. “I’m just… I need you both so bad.”
“We’re here,” Boone said, his thick cock right next to me, so close that I couldn’t stop myself from reaching out and stroking it. “We’re not going anywhere.”
He’d said those words before, but it felt different this time. With the promise of love—the promise of forever—between us, everything felt new and different and so much more meaningful than before.
“I want you both to stay here with me,” I said. “Here on the ranch. I don’t want you to leave.”
“We’ll stay,” Cade said. “Don’t worry about that tonight, sexy. Let us make you feel good right now. Let us make up for everything else that happened today.”
I wanted to tell him again that there was nothing to apologize for, nothing to forgive, but then I felt his cock parting my slick folds and I completely forgot about everything else. Everything except for these two gorgeous men who loved me.
God, I would never get tired of saying those words. Or hearing them.
“Love you so much, Janessa,” Boone whispered, as if he’d just read my mind. He stepped closer, and I moved my hand to the base of his cock as I took the head into my mouth.
“Love you, baby,” Cade added as he made the first slow, shallow thrust inside me.
Oh, God. I wanted more. Needed more. Wanted to tell them both just how much I loved them over and over and over again.
But they already knew. They were already giving me everything I needed, and I trusted them to keep going, keep filling me up and making my body beg for more.
“You’re so sexy,” Boone said, slowly working his cock in and out of my mouth as I massaged the head and shaft with my tongue.
“So fucking perfect,” Cade growled. He began to fuck me harder and deeper, grabbing my hips and holding me in place as his long, thick cock stretched and filled my pussy. “And so fucking tight.”
God, I could have gotten off just listening to them talk. They were both so hot and so good at making me feel sexy. And now that I’d also seen them both at their most vulnerable?
I loved them even more.
“Are you gonna come for us, baby?” Boone asked, threading his fingers through my hair.
I could only moan in response as they both thrust faster. Damn, I was already nearly there.
