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“You know nothing. You’ve done nothing.” My fingers dug into her ass as she held to the back of my neck with her good hand. Harder, I kissed, drinking in her whimper.

“You could get hurt.”

“So could you, but I won’t let that happen. I’m going to keep you safe. Both of us. I promise.”

Her weight molded into me, and I leaned down, sweeping her into my arms as I carried her inside. Her good hand cupped my jaw, and I fumbled with the door as she kissed against the side of my neck. The sucking she added nearly had me stopping so I could ravage her on the living room floor. I passed her room, sending my bedroom door crashing into the wall. Kody’s head lifted, noticing the change just as I lowered her to my bed. The look she had was one I read all too well.

“I know what you want. Mine are better.”

“You mean…?”

My lips tugged back on the side. I maneuvered to position over her, looping my arm around her lower back to scoot her higher. Still, I stayed on top, trapping her legs between mine.”

“Lay back.”

Kody’s lips brushed mine, but I didn’t return her kiss. I kept our eyes locked, letting her feel the dominance as she slowly lowered. When I took her hand and let my teeth graze the inside of her wrist, I saw her let go. Her hand relaxed in my grasp; her lids lowered just the slightest amount. It was beautiful, and a moment I didn’t want to rush.

I fingered the remaining strap from her outfit, crossing the expanse of her chest. Her cleavage barely showed. My finger dipped between her breasts, and I grabbed the material of the romper, jerking down enough to break the remaining strap. Kody gasped. Only then did I bring her wrist towards my headboard. I opened the middle drawers pulling a cuff free. At the sounds, her breath caught.

“Chains. You have chains?” Her head was tilted. She looked between them and me. For the first time, fear, yet…more. Her chest rose and fell as she pushed her hand higher. I paused, scanning her face. She wanted this. Maybe more than I’d seen her want anything. The chains were significant. I remembered that’s what she’d worn with David.

I pulled the cuff down level with the side of her face, giving a little tug. It was as far down as it’d go. She’d have no room and no control. She needed to see that. And she did. The transformation was telling. The apprehension was there, but a new form. She wasn’t afraid of the chains. She was scared I wouldn’t continue.

“I’m ready.”

“I know.” I lowered so that my weight was on her, and my legs were between hers. Kody immediately widened them while I licked over her lips. Tension eased from her body as her mouth massaged into mine. My fingers buried in her hair, and I took my time as we kissed. When my other hand grasped around her forearm, I added pressure, feeling her hips arch. The small cry was pure desperation. It awoke the real me even more. The one who’d been locked away for far too long.

Higher, I slid her arm, unweaving my other hand from her hair and catching her wrist. Kody rocked, kissing me so eagerly that I wasn’t sure I’d ever come across a more perfect submissive. This wasn’t just some role she was playing to appease me like the others from my past. It was the essence of who she was. Her need was real, just like mine.

“It’s time.”

I grabbed the cuff, fitting it around her as we kissed. When the buckle latched, she grabbed the chain, breaking from my mouth. Our heavy breaths filled the room, but nothing existed but our connection. We held it, not continuing to speak, not moving. This was happening, and it wasn’t one of the fantasies I continued to play out in my mind. Kody was submitting, but I was ready for that. Was she?

Chapter 22

Kody

I never went halfway into anything. Not goals. Not jobs. Definitely not relationships of any kind. I was the one who gave it my all. I was loyal to the end. I supported the ones I got close to. I’d do anything for them. It was a blessing and a curse. My mind shouted for me to pull back. To stop giving myself so freely while I still stood a chance. There was something buried within me that couldn’t let that happen. A woman inside only just awakening. At first, I’d been terrified of her. With the silk ties Jase provided and my own research, I was craving to explore her more. I wanted to know who she was. What all of this meant. Fear had been the only thing holding me back, but that was fading fast.

Jase gently lifted my injured hand, pressing his lips into my fingertip. “Too risky for you to keep it so close to our bodies. If it’s comfortable enough, let’s try this.”

He guided my arm up to rest next to the one that was cuffed. “How’s that? Does it hurt?”

“No. It’s fine.”

“Perfect.” When he lowered enough to hover over my chest, I braced myself. It wasn’t dark in here. An entire wall gave view to the city. Anyone in the surrounding buildings could see us if they chose to try. That wasn’t what left me insecure. The branding, the scars…my body. I doubted I looked like the women he usually dated. They were probably beautiful. Perfect. The thought alone had me wanting to call a stop to this.

“First rule: no over-thinking, doll. Try not to think at all. Focus on the present. I’m going to help with that.” My head lifted in time to see Jase peeling down my top. He swept over one of my nipples with his tongue, applying suction before I could chicken out. Sensations sparked back to life, calming me…bringing me to darkness as my eyes closed and yearning won. “That’s good.” Teeth tugged at the hard nub. He circled and sucked it back into his mouth. “Listen to my voice.” His hands cupped my breast, adding pressure as he flicked his tongue over the tip.

I held to the chain, focusing on the way his thumb slid higher, so he teased the wet nub. My legs were widening. A more important need took over. I arched, moving myself along Jase’s frame as he went to the other breast. The tug of his teeth had me pulling at the chain, rocking more against him.

“I’m going to take this off.”

He traced just below the lining, giving me time to adjust. He wasn’t asking permission; he was walking me through his steps, trying to calm me so I didn’t get rattled. I needed that and somehow, he knew.

Jase lifted and so did I as I brought my hips off the bed allowing him to pull the romper free. He didn’t remove the new panties. He stared down at the dark, blue mesh thongs, breathing heavier as he brushed his hands over the bottom of my stomach.

“Damn, you’re beautiful.”

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