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Bryce wiped at her face again. “I didn’t. Not until now. But now I’m … It’s all just fucked. And I’m so tired of it feeling that way. I’m done.”
Danika asked softly, “What about the angel?”
Bryce’s head snapped up. “What about him?”
Danika gave her a knowing smile. “If you want to ignore the fact that you’ve got your family who loves you no matter what, fine—but the angel remains.”
Bryce withdrew her hand from Danika’s. “You’re really trying to convince me to make the Ascent for a guy?”
“Is Hunt Athalar really just some guy to you?” Danika’s smile turned gentle. “And why is it somehow a mark against your strength to admit that there is someone, who happens to be male, worth returning to? Someone who I know made you feel like things are far from fucked.”
Bryce crossed her arms. “So what.”
“He’s healed, Bryce,” Danika said. “You healed him with the firstlight.”
Bryce’s breath shuddered out of her. She’d done all of this for that wild hope.
She swallowed, looking at the ground that was not earth, but the very base of Self, of the world. She whispered, “I’m scared.”
Danika grabbed her hand again. “That’s the point of it, Bryce. Of life. To live, to love, knowing that it might all vanish tomorrow. It makes everything that much more precious.” She took Bryce’s face in her hands and pressed their brows together.
Bryce closed her eyes and inhaled Danika’s scent, somehow still present even in this form. “I don’t think I can make it. Back up.”
Danika pulled away, peering at the impossible distance overhead. Then at the road that stretched before them. The runway. Its end was a free fall into eternal darkness. Into nothingness. But she said, “Just try, Bryce. One try. I’ll be with you every step of the way. Even if you can’t see me. I will always be with you.”
Bryce didn’t look at that too-short runway. The endless ocean above them, separating her from life. She just memorized the lines of Danika’s face, as she had not had the chance to do before. “I love you, Danika,” she whispered.
Danika’s throat bobbed. She cocked her head, the movement purely lupine. As if listening to something. “Bryce, you have to hurry.” She grabbed her hand, squeezing. “You have to decide now.”
The timer on Bryce’s life showed two minutes left.
Her dead body lay sprawled on the stones beside the faintly glowing Gate.
Declan ran a hand over his chest. He didn’t dare contact Ruhn. Not yet. Couldn’t bear to.
“There’s no way to help her?” Hypaxia whispered to the silent room. “No way at all?”
No. Declan had used the past four minutes to run a search of every public and private database in Midgard for a miracle. He’d found nothing.
“Beyond being without an Anchor,” the Autumn King said, “she used an artificial power source to bring her to that level. Her body is not biologically equipped to make the Ascent. Even with a true Anchor, she wouldn’t be able to gain enough momentum for that first jump upward.”
Jesiba gravely nodded her confirmation, but the sorceress said nothing.
Declan’s memories of his Drop and Ascent were murky, frightening. He’d gone farther than anticipated, but had at least stayed within his own range. Even with Flynn Anchoring him, he’d been petrified he wouldn’t make it back.
Despite registering on the system as a blip of energy beside Bryce, Danika Fendyr was not a tether to life, not a true Anchor. She had no life of her own. Danika was merely the thing that had given Bryce enough courage to attempt the Drop alone.
The Autumn King went on, “I’ve looked. I’ve spent centuries looking. Thousands of people throughout the ages have attempted to go past their own intended levels through artificial means. None of them ever made it back to life.”
One minute remained, the seconds flying off the countdown clock.
Bryce had still not Ascended. Was still making the Search, facing whatever lay within her. The timer would have halted if she had begun her attempt at the Ascent, marking her entrance into the Between—the liminal place between death and life. But the timer kept going. Winding down.
It didn’t matter, though. Bryce would die whether she attempted it or not.
Thirty seconds left. The remaining dignitaries in the room bowed their heads.
Ten seconds. The Autumn King rubbed at his face, then watched the clock count down. The remainder of Bryce’s life.
