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"Let's go get my fiancé," I tell Soren.
Chapter 34
Callie
The guys are all busy doing their own things this afternoon, so I take this as the perfect opportunity to have a bit of a me day. It's raining outside, and I'm not really in the mood to work out, so I head over to their lounge room to scour the bookshelf that they added for me.
After the first few weeks of being here, they realized the books they had tossed on the floor in the cell wouldn’t be enough. I find peace in escaping to a new world, so Kyler surprised me with a shelf full of at least 100 books ranging from thrillers to downright pure smut. The variety has been nice.
Today, I picked up a romance novel. After the night I had with Barrett, you could say that love is in the air, even if I'm not ready to say it back to him yet. I make myself comfortable on the couch and dive right in.
A few hours pass by the time I near the end of the book, I and wish I had read more about this one before picking it up. The female main character's love interest just died in a car accident, and now I’m sitting here bawling my eyes out.
Love and loss. Painful thoughts shoot through me as I recall the night I lost Maxton. The ache of wanting someone so much but never being able to feel them or hold them again.
I try to practice the exercises Barrett taught me and bring my mind to better thoughts to keep myself from spiraling into another panic attack. I land on the day Maxton and I went to the drive-in movies with our moms. We drove separately so my father didn't ask questions about why we were going with them. My mother was always supportive of my relationship with Maxton.
When we got to the movies, we parked our car next to theirs and laid out the blanket and pillows on the ground in front of the car. My mom snuck over to his mom’s blanket and left us on our own. I wish I could thank her for giving me those moments with him. I can't remember what the movie we watched was called, but it was an older movie that had us laughing the entire time. Toward the end of the movie, Maxton shifted his body closer to mine and grabbed my hand so that I'd look at him before he leaned in to kiss me. I was so worried about our moms seeing us that I didn't enjoy the moment. I regret that now. Kyler walks in just as I get to the part of the memory where Maxton kisses me. He takes in my appearance slowly and sits next to me on the couch.
"What's on your mind, wanderer?"
"Oh, it's nothing, just lost in thought."
"It's not nothing. The look on your face isn't one that I’ve seen on you before, and I want to know what's causing it."
"I'm sorry. I was just thinking about Maxton and some of the things we used to do together."
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"You would want me to talk to you about him?" I ask hesitantly.
"Of course I do. He was important to you, and he was Seb's brother."
I nod and proceed to tell him about our drive-in date with our moms. He sits there listening as I move on to the next story about the day we all went to the park and then the memory of our first baseball game, the trips to the supermarket, and the day we snuck off into the woods to swim in the nearby lake. Sharing these happy moments with him has lifted the pain off of my heart in a way I can't describe. I feel relieved. I look down at Ky, thankful for the space he’s given me to share these things with him.
"Thank you for listening. You don't realize how much it means to me."
"Thank you for sharing. I want to know everything about you, Callie. I care about you more than you realize. Everything with you started out as an obsession, watching you and learning as much as I could, but it’s developed into so much more now. I want you to know that you can talk to me about anything whenever you want. I’m always here to listen."
My thoughts whirl around my head. Last night, Barrett confessed his feelings to me, and I have the sudden urge to do the same to Kyler. He puts the air in my lungs and makes me feelwhole. He never judges me and is always the first one to offer support.
"Kyler, I.." He brings his hand up to my face to stop the words from coming out of my mouth, shaking his head like he knows what I am about to say. He doesn't want them said like this, not after we just talked about Maxton. He wants his own moment, and I understand, so I lean in and kiss him.
Our kiss deepens before he moves to my neck to kiss and suck all the way up to my ear. "Do you want to be my good girl tonight?"
Hell yes! I want to be his good girl every night. I nod, and he stands up, reaching out to grab my hand. Slowly, he strips the two of us of all of our clothes before he motions for me to sit back down on the couch. As soon as I sit, he drops to his knees in front of me and runs his hands up and down my thighs. "You’re so fucking beautiful."
He leans in, pushing my knees out as far as they go before his tongue trails along my opening. I lean back to give him better access while his tongue moves in and out of me at a slow pace. Wetness drips down from me, and he brings his hand up to catch some of it before swirling around my back entrance. I immediately tense up, and he pulls back.
"You said you wanted to be my good girl, right?" he asks, and I nod. "Then you can take it." Slowly he pushes one finger into my ass as he leans back down to continue feasting on my pussy. He moves his finger in unison with the flicks of his tongue, and my body feels like it's on fire. He pushes a second finger in, and I seestars coming so hard on his face that I’m surprised he can still breathe.
"That's my girl. I'm so proud of you." He stands up in front of me, pulling me up and positioning my body so that I’m bent over on the side of the couch. Anyone could walk in and see us, and it turns me on even more. Slowly, he pushes into me, hitting a deeper spot than ever before. "You're always so fucking tight."
His hand reaches up to the back of my neck, and he pushes my head down as he thrusts into me from behind. I grip the cushions of the couch as electricity builds in me. He thrusts harder, and my body tightens. I hear footsteps, and my head jerks up. Barrett is standing there watching as Kyler continues to move in and out of me, my body getting closer and closer to the point of no return.
He takes another step further before locking eyes with me. "I could keep watching, or I could join. The choice is yours, princess." Kyler slows while he waits for my response, saying nothing to contradict Barrett’s question.
Both of them? I never considered the possibility of both of them together, and it thrills me! Without saying words, I reach my hand out toward him, signaling for him to join us. He looks at Ky in a silent conversation, and Ky nods before pulling out of me and sitting on the couch in front of me, just out of reach. I try to stand and join him, but he shakes his head. "Stay."
