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“Finn said he already was her boyfriend. And he put on a condom and tried to get pet ready, but she was nervous. He did it anyway. He said it would be okay. But it hurt and it wasn’t like pet thought it would be. He didn’t even kiss her. Then he drove her two blocks away from home. And pet didn’t see him again for two weeks, but when she did, he acted like he didn’t even know her. Just picked up Natalie and drove away. Pet never told Natalie. Pet didn’t want anyone to know she was a slut just like her mother.”
Tex sat up a little straighter. Whoa. “Who called your mother a slut?”
“Dad. Pet woke up one night when she was twelve and heard them fighting. Pet peeked through the crack in her door and heard Dad call Mom a slut, over and over. Then he slapped her twice. But Mom didn’t cry or even apologize. She just went to their bedroom, packed a suitcase and left. She didn’t even come to pet’s room to say goodbye.”
Holy Shit. Tex’s heart thudded in his chest.
“Dad never paid much attention to pet before, but after Mom left he did.”
Fear uncoiled in Tex’s belly. Oh, Jesus Christ, no. He braced himself for the worst. But he was intensely relieved when it didn’t come.
“Dad started making pet come to the garage with him after school. He wouldn’t leave her alone in the apartment anymore. He said pet wasn’t going to be like Mommy, not if he could help it. He never said the word ‘slut’ to pet, but she’d heard him say it that night and she knew what he meant. He said no boys, ever. And pet had to change schools, to a girl’s school.
“Pet was bored in the garage, so she learned about cars. It was okay, fun sometimes even. Walter showed her everything. He was so nice. Dad never minded that pet spent time with him. But one day another man working in the garage touched pet’s hair. Pet didn’t even feel it, didn’t even know he’d done it. But Dad saw it and hit him with a tire iron. The man never came back to work and the next day Dad made pet cut her hair short.”
Tex rubbed a hand over his face. It could have been far worse, but it was still horrible enough. The man was so intensely angry at being cuckolded by his wife that he’d turned his daughter into a virtual boy so he’d never have to face her eventual sexuality. Tex could only imagine Abby having to go through puberty in that house, getting her period and needing to buy bras. It would have sent her father into a tailspin. No wonder she wore fuck-me lingerie under her boring clothes. She’d been denied having a sexual identity for her whole teenage years and even though as an adult she hadn’t been able to act on most of her desires, she still wanted to break away from her conditioning in some small way.
Tex picked up the contract, tore it in half and tossed the pieces in the fireplace. Abby gasped. “No!” she shrieked and tried to move past him to get to it. There wasn’t a fire going so she couldn’t hurt herself, but he still wouldn’t let her get it.
As she struggled, he reached behind her and unbuckled her collar smoothly with one hand. It was then she really lost it, sobbing hysterically. “No! Don’t! Don’t leave! Don’t send pet away!”
He tossed the collar, too, into the fireplace and cupped her face in his large hands. “Abby stop.”
“Please!” she begged. “Please!”
Her panic was distressing to see. His heart was breaking for her. “Shhh,” he said and kissed her on the mouth. “Trust me, good girl. Trust me.”
Abby stilled a little at his words and he bent her back until he was supporting her in his arms and laid her on the floor, her head on the pillow she’d been sitting on.
“Shhh,” he soothed her and kissed her while running his hands all over her body. “You’re not a slut, Abby. You’re not bad. You’re a woman who likes to make love and you’re perfect. Sweet and clean and beautiful. My Abby.”
He liked pet. Pet was fun and exciting and sensual and gave him what he needed. And maybe Abby liked being pet because as pet she could do things that Abby wouldn’t normally do and tell herself it was all okay. But Abby needed to know she was accepted for who she really was.
Tex made love to her slowly, kissing her now exposed throat and shoulders and collarbone. He sucked her nipples, first one, then the other, and dipped his tongue into her belly button on his way down to her pussy. He slid his hands underneath her ass and lifted her up, feasting on the delicious crevice between her thighs.
