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Tatum grinned.
Bash either wanted more with me, or he didn’t. We were potential mates, and had beenjust friendsfor long enough.
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BASH
I jogged down the sidewalk,knowing I looked absolutely insane, but not giving a shit for once in my life. The rain had started pouring down, and every inch of me was soaked.
My hair was a mess.
My suit was askew.
Hell, my tie was even coming undone.
Brynn was already destroying me, and we were onlyfriends.
Her words ran through my mind on repeat.
If you want boyfriend privileges, you have to be my boyfriend.
Right now, we’re only friends in a way that benefits you.
I ran faster.
Pushed myself harder, too.
Our agreement had been fair, hadn’t it? I’d regretted sending the message about watching her climax up until she agreed to my terms, but shehadagreed.
And time-wise, the trade-off seemed fair.
Plus, I’d offered just to cook for her in exchange for chocolate. She had turned me down.
But physically, I could see the imbalance.
I watched her unravel every night. I didn’t see her bare—didn’t get to watch her fill herself with my vibrator, the way I wanted to—but she was vulnerable with me in a way I wasn’t with her.
She didn’t watch me climax with her name on my lips.
She didn’t watch me stroke myself with her cries in my ears.
She didn’t get any part of me, the way she shared herself.
If you want boyfriend privileges, you have to be my boyfriend.
Right now, we’re only friends in a way that benefits you.
I hadn’t asked what she wanted from me when we were establishing our friendship, either. I had decided on meals, just like I’d decided on chocolate and watching her every night.
She gave me my way without complaint, or request.
But had she wanted any of it?
Frustration had me slowing down to a walk, dragging a hand through my dripping hair.
I looked like shit, but I felt worse.
If you want boyfriend privileges, you have to be my boyfriend.
