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No. He didn’t mean…I scrambled out from under him in a panic. “What?”
Matty rolled onto his back, his eyes shining, pleading with me. “Please, Seb. I want you inside me. I’m desperate for it. For you.”
I pushed a shaking hand back through my hair. I tried to smirk. Tried to play it off as blasé. “I was just inside you, Matty.”
He pouted. “You know that’s not what I mean. I want you to…I want you to f-f-fuck me, Seb.”
I groaned, dragging my hands over my face. Such a filthy word shouldn’t be allowed in my sunshine’s mouth. It made it dirty. Forbidden.
And so fucking tempting.
A hot hand touched mine, making me pull it away from my face. Matty was kneeling in front of me now, uncertainty shining in his eyes. “Please, Seb? I mean, only if you want to. Sorry. Why would you want to? I’m being silly.”
With every word he spoke, he retracted a little further into himself. His arms wound around his chest as he sank back onto the bed.
Still, I wavered. I’d crossed several lines with Matty already. Obliterated them like they’d never existed in the first place.
But this one…this one felt more serious. It was one thing to walk away from him imagining what he might feel like. The sounds he might make as I railed into him. The way his skin might bruise under my touch, or how it would pebble under my fangs.
Yes, it was one thing to imagine those things. But walking away knowing them?
Fuck. That would be brutal. I wasn’t sure I’d survive it.
“It’s okay,” Matty said softly, shrinking back even further against the headboard. “You don’t have to say anything. I shouldn’t have said anything. This is on me. I’m sorry.”
The line dissolved into nothing as Matty apologised. All my selfish concerns went straight out the fucking window as I thought of nothing other than making him smile again.
I wanted to cuddle him. Wanted to reassure him of his perfection. Swear I’d never leave him and that he’d done nothing wrong.
I couldn’t do that though. Instead, I grabbed his ankle and hauled until his legs were hanging off the bed, brushing against mine.
Matty gaped up at me in surprise, the delicious blush working its way up his chest and throat making my fangs descend.
Hiking one of his legs up around my waist, I leaned over him and smirked. “Who said I was going anywhere? I still haven’t had my answer, sunshine. If I need to fuck it out of you, then that’s what I’ll do.”
Chapter 22
Matty
Sebastian climbed up onto the bed, staying on his knees. “So, are you going to give me my answer?”
He pressed the head of his cock to my hole and I shook my head rapidly. “Nope.”
He smirked, pushing forward slightly before freezing. “Shit. Do you want me to use a condom? I can’t catch or transmit human illnesses, but I can wear one if that’d make you more comfortable.”
I shook my head again. My cheeks were now so hot you could probably fry an egg on them. “No. I want to feel you inside me. All of you.”
Sebastian groaned. “Sunshine, you’ll be the end of me.”
My fingers dug into the sheets as Sebastian eased inside me. Fudgesticks. He was bigger than I’d imagined. Bigger than any of my toys. And definitely bigger than any other man I’d been with before.
He moved painstakingly slowly, checking in with me every few seconds to make sure I was comfortable. Every time he did, I said only one word.
“More.”
I tried to urge him forwards with my heels on his rear, but Sebastian was immovable. He seemed perfectly content to ease me open like he had all the time in the world.
Which, as an immortal, I guessed he did.
