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Holden’s cock thickens against me, in response to the hickey or the way I’m grinding against him, or maybe both.
He pulls back, just far enough to unbuckle his belt and tug down his boxers. Our bodies press together and our mouths collide in a desperate, messy kiss.
Holden devours me like I’m oxygen.
Like I’m something vital to him.
My hand finds the thick length bobbing between us, and he groans as I stroke, breaking our kiss. “Fuck.” He hisses when I squeeze tighter than usual, but there’s pleasure laced in the pain. “I love you so much.”
I roll my eyes. “You love hand jobs.”
He chuckles, but then something grows still and serious between us. “Only from you.”
I hold his gaze. He reaches for my underwear, pulling the lace taut so it rubs exactly where I want his cock.
“Only you,” he says.
I swallow, the words rubbing and soothing a wound that hasn’t fully healed.
“For now.”
“Forever.” There’s a sharp note to his tone that wasn’t there before. His hips push into mine, erasing all the space between our bodies.
“Prove it,” I whisper.
He smirks as I writhe against him, trying to get his dick inside of me.
“There’s an old condom in my wallet,” he tells me. “If you want me to wear one.”
I blink at him, not missing the way he emphasizesoldandyou. We haven’t used condoms since before starting college. At first, I think it has to do with Sydney and his reaction to seeing the pregnancy test. And then I realize exactly what he’s doing.
He’s forcing me to admit I believe him.
To not hide from what happened downstairs.
If I think there’s a chance he cheated, I’m jeopardizing my health by letting him come inside of me.
I shake my head and shift my hips, savoring every inch that stretches me open.
There’s something indescribably intimate about being completely connected with someone you trust and love that runs much deeper than physical pleasure.
Because Idotrust Holden.
I’m demonstrating how much I trust him right now.
“It’s only you, flower. It’s only ever been you and it only ever will be you.”
He hooks one of my knees on his hip, hitting a deeper spot inside of me that makes stars spark behind my eyelids.
“I’m insanely attracted to you. I’m addicted. To your tits and this tight pussy and this mouth.”
His thumb runs across my bottom lip.
“And if you’re ever doubting that, I want you to remember this moment.”
The speed of his thrusts picks up, pounding into me in an unrelenting rhythm. We’re making way more noise than the couple next door.
“I want you to remember how deep I am inside of you. How hard I am for you. I’m buried inside of you, and I already want to fuck you all over again. You’remine, Cassia, just like I’m yours.”
