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Quinn’s heavy breathing rattles in his chest as he reaches for my hand, placing it between us so I can feel how hard he is.
“You know how much I fucking want you. Listen to me because I’m only going to tell you this once. I don’t know how to make…love.” He says the word with such distaste that I suddenly wonder if I read this wrong.
Feeling a little self-conscious, I attempt to shift off him, but he stops me as he grasps my chin between his fingers, pressing a soft kiss against the corner of my mouth.
“I don’t know how to love, Red, because I’ve never been in love. I can fuck you,” he confesses, and I shiver at his coarseness because it’s a total turn-on. “But love? We’re both virgins when it comes to love.”
“You’ve never been in love?” I ask in case I’ve misconstrued what he’s just confessed.
“No,” he replies, and I don’t miss the touch of sadness behind his response.
“But someone has loved you, right?” I ask because I want to believe that we’re all loved by at least one person in this world—even me.
However, when Quinn remains quiet, I feel my heart breaking.
We all need love, whether we crave it or not, because it’s nice to know that someone cares enough to keep us in their thoughts. It’s human nature to want to be loved. But to feel unloved? I can tell you now that nothing is more heartbreaking than feeling unworthy of being loved.
I don’t know whether to be insulted, so I remain quiet as I attempt to process his confession. I may be a virgin when it comes to sex, but my feelings for Quinn? There is absolutely no doubt in my mind that I love him.
But now, the question is, what does he feel for me? Is it something like love? Or at least like? I need to know.
“Do you think you could?”
“Could what?”
“Fall in love.”
He doesn’t respond but commences kissing down my neck and chest, resting over my fluttering heart.
“You make anything possible,” he finally whispers, the metal of his hoop tickling my heated skin. “God knows I don’t deserve your love, but I want it…so very much.”
He slowly lowers me onto my back, his body hovering over mine.
Just as I’m about to tell him that he has it, that he has me, he professes, “Let me love you the only way I know how.”
He licks down my body, his barbell leaving an impassioned trail as he descends farther down my torso.
He twirls his tongue inside my belly button, and I arch off the bed in preparation for what’s to come. The moment he reaches the apex of my thighs, I buck upward, and Quinn’s hot breath warms my sex.
“I love how you smell,” Quinn says, shifting closer and breathing in deeply.
I freeze because this is the first time he has used that word to express his feelings.
Before I can process another thought, however, he continues. “And I love how you taste.”
He licks at my entrance with his skillful tongue.
My back bows, and my eyes roll to the back of my head as this sensation, mixed with his words, will have me coming in a matter of seconds.
But he’s relentless.
“I love how much you want me,” he says against my clit and quickly flicks his barbell across my heated flesh.
“I…I love how much you want me,” I parrot breathlessly, surprised I’m able to construct a coherent sentence as he sinks his tongue into me.
“I love how I make your heart race,” he hoarsely says, sliding his hand up between my breasts and resting it over my heart.
I mewl the moment he begins playing with my nipples, keeping in time with his tongue as he devours me down below.
