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“I did, but he’s already on the schedule at the bar.I tried to guilt my cousin Nancy into helping out, but she’s still mad at me for skipping her third wedding shower last fall.But I’d already bought two presents for the other showers.I literally could not afford another one.”

“Ugh, Bridezillas are the worst.Okay, let me do some thinking on who we can try next, and I’ll get back to you.”

I end the call and rack my brain.My mom and dad are out of town on vacation in Florida, and I’ve asked my brothers and sisters to help out with Chase way too often lately.I could always ask Ben if he can pick Chase up from daycare tomorrow again, and I can come get him after I’m done serving at the banquet, but the thought makes the black hole in my chest open up and make horrible black hole sounds.

I don’t want to miss a single minute of my time with Chase.But if I have no choice, I really don’t want to ask Ben for help.It’s just another excuse for him to insist I have too many balls in the air.

I don’t have too many balls, I have too few hands.Back when I had a partner—a partner I’d taken for granted would be sticking around when I decided to expand the business—I had no problem managing everything.

My mother says I should cut back, but the mortgage on the catering office isn’t going to pay itself and I’m already booked six months in advance.Even if I started cutting back now, I wouldn’t see a respite from the hectic pace for at least six months.In the meantime, I’d fall behind on my bills.

I also have to pay my home mortgage alone these days, another thing I didn’t plan on when my current work schedule was put into motion.

“Fuckity fuck fuck,” I mutter, deciding to put it out of my mind for now.I’ll pop in, check on the Boudreaux family, deliver my gift, and then head home and scroll through my phone for options.

I pull up in Delores’s driveway and swing out with my bag of goodies in hand, only to nearly drop everything when a harsh voice rasps from behind the shrubs nearby, “Don’t go in there!It isn’t safe.”

I step around the hedge to see Aaron in a lawn chair pulled up in front of a fire pit.He’s bundled head to toe in a floor-length blue coat with the hood pulled so far over his head, nothing shows except his face.He looks like a giant puffy worm.

A sickly, stressed-out worm…

“What’s wrong?”I ask.“Why are you out here in the cold?You should be inside, staying warm and resting.”

He gives a small shake of his head and lifts haunted eyes to mine.“Listen.”

I frown.“Listen to what?I—”

“Listen,” he cuts in, his eyes flaring wide.“There.You have to hear it.I bet the entire block can hear it.The entire subdivision.”

I fall silent and almost instantly Idohear it, moans and groans and a high-pitched keening sound that reminds me of the time I caught my grandmother’s cats having violent cat sex in the shed.

Only this isn’t cat sex.

It’s…

“Old people sex,” Aaron says, as if he’s read my mind.“That’s what you’re hearing—old people.Having sex.Loudly.And it isn’t the first time today.They were at it during lunch when they thought I was napping, too.”He swallows and shakes his head again.“I’m not okay, Melissa.Not even a little bit.Nora said I could stay with her, but she only has a tiny one-bedroom apartment, and she and Matty are at it all the time, too.Please, help me.I’m begging you.I’ll do anything.”

Anything, huh?

Hmm…

Chapter 8

Aaron

I’ve never been so happy in my life.

I would say it’s the drugs, but I’m not a fan of painkillers, even ones that don’t make me want to toss my cookies.

It’s hope that has me high and feeling no pain as I lead the way into the guest room and tug my gear bag out from under the bed with my good arm.“Gram insisted on unpacking everything this morning, but I can be packed up again in five minutes.”I toe open the bag and start pulling out drawers.

“Are you sure you don’t need help?”Melissa asks.“You should be resting.”

“I won’t be resting while I’m babysitting tomorrow afternoon,” I say, tossing underwear and socks into the open bag.“Gotta get back in the game sometime.I’m feeling a lot better than I did last night.Hardly any pain at all as long as I stay medicated and don’t think about it too much.”

This is a lie.

My shoulder feels like it’s full of hot, angry rocks and the wound at my neck is tight and sore, but Iwantit to be true.

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