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“Indeed,” I say over my shoulder, letting him watch my naked ass while I prowl to my open bag on the desk and reach in for my first surprise. “I’m a very bad kitty who loves to go fuck herself. I love it so much, Mr. Bronson; I’ll let you watch me do it.”
Turning left, I aim my steps toward the floor-to-ceiling mirror and squat down. Beau can’t see what’s in my hand until I’ve secured it, until I step back and reveal the eight-inch dildo suctioned against the glass.
“Fuucckk,” he mutters, knowing he’ll lose this game.
“Sit closer,” I tell him. “Sit in the desk chair in front of me and bring your phone so you can record me fucking myself for you, sir.”
“Fuck, Blair.”
He drags his hand down his face like he can’t believe it, like he’s in over his head, but he complies. Grabbing his phone off the end table, he rises, and so does his dick in those pants as he steps closer to me.
Way too close.
“Kiss me first,” he softly demands.
Reaching for me, he gently grabs me by the back of my neck and pulls me in to feel his champagne breath on my skin. To feel the hard planes of his body, his eyes searching mine as he laces his warm hand through my hair, yanking me even closer. The look he’s silently claiming me with stops my breath. His lips softly brush over mine and it’s so intense, so filled with longing, hunger swirling with tenderness that he makes my heart skip five beats.
“No.”
So I pull away.
My heart won’t survive a first kiss with Beau, not a passionate, romantic one. Not when this is over in one night. Not with the feelings we used to have for each other, though we fought them. I still fight them. I glare into his gorgeous aqua eyes, and his lashes are so thick,fuck, is he wearing eyeliner?
Why does Beau have to be so goddamn handsome? Why does he have to feel so dangerous and seductive, so kinky yet cute? Why does he have to do this to my damn heart, making it feel like a kaleidoscope of butterflies are swarming in my chest?
Be an asshole, please, so I can keep loving how much I hate you.
“Our first kiss, Beau, will be with your cum in my mouth.”
The words fall from my huffing lips so fast because he won’t let go of me. I can’t breathe, and if I were everafraid of Beau, it’d be now. How his eyes narrow, his nostrils flare, his broad shoulders drawing up. It’s like he was going to fight for our first kiss, but now… he’d kill for it.
But I’m dead anyway. Because…
What the fuck did I just say?
This whore has lost her mind because I don’t swallow cum, but suddenly, yes, when Beau looks at me that way like no man ever has wanted me this much, I crave every drop of him.
“Fine then.” He smirks, hiding the sting of my rejection. “Before I kiss you, Blair, I’m going to take apictureof my cum dripping from your mouth.”
And he challenges me right back, trying to regain control of our game. Like if I won’t let him win with romance, he’s going to win with degrading kink.
“Please do,” I answer. “You’ll also take a picture of your creamy cum dripping from mypussy.” Touchdown. His eyes widen. “You’re clear, right?”
“Yes,” he huffs. “I’m always protected.”
“I’m clear and protected, too. We’ve waited eight years for this, Beau, so let’s do it as kinky as we can.”
Because I need kinky, I need dirty. I need naughty with him because it’ll be so much more if I let my guard down. It will be intense, it will be passionate, it will be dangerously close to love, and I won’t do that to myself. Not with him. Not again.
“I’ve never fucked a woman bare,” he confesses.
“No, you’ve never fucked a woman likeme.” I take his hand from my neck, stepping back to grab a breath. “And I’ve never let a man do it, either, so let’s enjoy our only chance.”
He steps back like my words —only chance— shovedhim away. Like I rejected him again, but why? One Night Only is his game, too?
We’re still playing, right?
He’s going to lose, and I’m going to win?
