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I frown. “How did you?—”
“I know. Because of this.” He reaches toward me, lightly rubbing that crease between my eyebrows with his thumb. “I can feel you frowning, Scar. That brain is going into overdrive right now.”
A breath leaves me, and he drops his hand, pressing his forehead against mine. “I can’t help it. I’m a little... worried.”
“Why?” His fingers thread through my hair, stroking it, lulling me into a trance. “Don’t think too hard. Just... let it happen.”
“You make it sound so easy,” I whisper, envious of his experience. How he’s acting like this is no big deal.
Maybe it’s not a big deal to him, but this moment—as well as all the moments that have been leading up to it—feels life changing to me.
“It is. And then again, it’s not. Here.” He grabs my wrist and guides my hand so that it rests against his chest. “Feel that?”
His heart is pounding hard against my palm. I shift so I can stare into his eyes, and I see it. A hint of fear in his gaze. Maybe he’s trying to play this off to ease my worry, but he’s affected too.
Affected by me.
“Yes,” I whisper.
“You do that to me too, Scar. I don’t want to screw this up. I’ve messed everything else up in my life, and for once, I want to do it right. Everything. That includes you.”
His sincere words have me lunging for him, kissing him with all I’ve got. My arms are wrapped tight around his neck as I shift closer, practically sitting on top of his erection, and when it brushes a particular spot between my thighs, a gasp escapes me.
“Feels good?” His mouth moves against mine, his teeth finding my lower lip and giving it a tug.
Another gasp leaves me, and I tilt my hips, his dick hitting that same exact spot again.
Oh God.
Pretty sure I just saw stars.
His hands go to my hips as our mouths remain fused, guiding me as I start to rub against him. It’s like I can’t stop myself. He helps me shift up and down, pulling me closer. Holding me tighter. I’m panting into his mouth, my breaths hitching, my skin tightening. He lets go of my hip, his hand sneaking in between us, his fingers finding my damp panties, pressing directly upon my clit.
“Tate,” I moan, unable to kiss him any longer.
Only able to feel. The sensations racing through my blood, rolling over my skin. To focus on the throbbing between my thighs, the way he’s touching me. As if he knows what I need and he’s the only one who can take care of it.
“You’re so wet,” he murmurs, his fingers circling faster. “You’re already close, aren’t you.”
I think I am. I’ve tried touching myself before but could never manage to experience any type of feeling when I experimented. Plus, I always felt a little ashamed. Like I shouldn’t be doing it. Or a lot dumb because I seriously had no idea what I was doing.
Tate, though—he knows exactly what he’s doing, and God, it feels... incredible.
When his fingers shift to slip beneath my panties, I stiffen, nervous. He can sense it, his lips seeking mine once more, his kiss gentle.
Almost sweet.
“Relax,” he murmurs as his fingers work their way into my panties, lightly brushing against my sensitive flesh. I moan, clinging to him, angling my hips so he can touch me where I want him the most. “Oh fuck, Scar. You’re soaked.”
“Is—is that a bad thing?”
“Hell no,” he says just before he savagely kisses me. I drown in his taste, the assured strokes of his tongue, not even realizing they match his thrusting fingers until I find my hips are moving with his hand.
My thighs tremble, my stomach tightening. I’m straining toward his busy fingers, seeking more of those foreign yet delicious sensations currently running through me. He presses his thumb against my clit, rubbing in tight circles until I’m practically bouncing on his hand, my entire body going still before I fall completely apart.
I’m... I’m coming. My first orgasm. Shivers steal over me, my mind going completely blank, my body consumed. It’s like I’m floating, and I cling to him, as if I’ll slip away and disappear forever.
His fingers slow their insistent rubbing, his thumb easing off my clit, and when I collapse against him, he holds me tight, his mouth at my ear, murmuring soothing words as my body still trembles.
